// Thud, Thud, Thud. / My heart is beating fast. / Butterflies fill my stomach. / Fuck it, I feel fire breathing dragons! / Thud, Thud. / Dead voices fill my head, / Making me forget, what the hell I was doing. / Thud, Thud. / The room's spinning. / STOP IT! / Thud, Thud. / MY HEART, THREATENING TO BURST OUT OF MY CHEST NOW, / Thud. / I CAN'T BREATHE. / I'M GASPING FOR AIR. / Thud, Thud. / THE SCARS ON MY KNUCKELES, / ARE THEY WORTHY ENOUGH FOR YOUR STUPID LITTLE STORY TIME? / Thud, Thud. / I'M CREATING AN IMAGINARY WORLD, / WHERE YOU AND I CAN FALL BACK INTO EACH OTHER'S ARMS. / Thud, Thud, Thud. / DO YOU HEAR IT? / IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU I FEEL THIS WAY. / BEFORE YOU CAME, I WAS FINE. / NOW LOOK WHAT YOU DID. / I LOOK WEAK. / I CAN'T HEAR MYSELF THINK. / Thud. / Ow. / Thud. / OW! / WHY DO YOU KEEP ADDING YOUR BULLSHIT ONTO MY SHOULDERS? / I'M FALLING APART. / MY IMPENEDRABLE WALLS WILL SOON CRACK, / AND FALL ON TOP OF ME, / AND THEN, YOU'LL BE TOO LATE. / I WOULD ALREADY BE DEAD. / Thud, Thud. / PUT ME IN CARDIAC ARREST, / I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! / Thud, Thud. / HELP ME. / I THINK I'M GOING TO THROW UP. / Thud. / I'M SITTING IN A CORNER OF THE ROOM, / READY TO RIP MY HAIR OUT. / Thud, Thud, Thud. / ARE YOU FEELING THE DESOLATION THAT I AM? / PUT ME THROUGH ANY MORE MISERY, / AND MY TOLERENCE WILL EXPIRE. / THE TEARS ARE TATOOED TO MY FACE. / AM I PERMANENTLY DRAWN TO DESPAIR? / Thud, Thud. / YOU ARE ALREADY MY CENTER OF GRAVITY, / WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED? / QUIT GIVING ME THAT CHARMING SMILE OF YOURS, / AND ANSWER THE GOD DAMN QUESTION. / Thud. / I STILL REMEMBER OUR LITTLE BICKERS. / IS THAT WHAT DROVE US APART? / Thud, Thud. / I REALLY WANT TO HEAR YOU HEART SPEAK, / BUT YOU'RE TOO FAR AWAY FOR ME TO HEAR. / CAN YOU HEAR MY HEART SCREAM FOR YOU? //
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A/N Hey guys, I really like how this one turned out. I'm really liking these kind of poems but I'll keep doing what I've been doing. Comment what YOU think!
