// I need to feel something. / Anything. / Just make me feel again. / Hold me closer, / and let our lips mesh into some kind of trouble. / Hit me once, / twice, / three times for good luck. / Damn it, I still don't feel anything. / Bash my knuckles against the concrete wall. / Watch as blood trickles down both your arm and the cement. / FUCK YOU, WHY IS IT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU? / You make yourself look like some fairy tale, / but all you are, is a lie. / You're a cheap bastard who doesn't even know the first thing about me! / You don't deserve my company! / You don't deserve me! / You left for 4 years, / and now you think you can just frolic back into my life? / FUCK YOU, / for making me feel this way! / You didn't even want me for crying out loud! / I was an extra a couple dollars you had to lend out. / And still, you're the one to hurt me the most. / The one person I thought would be there for my entire life! / My childhood was ripped out of the story book because of you! / I can't go back! / You can't go back! / And I don't know if I can forgive you! / For too long, I was fed that you were perfect, / I thought that she was making false accusations about you. / But then I finally pieced it all together, / And I can fucking feel it, all right. / That's all I can feel! / Heart shatters every time someone mentions theirs. / I never had that! / and that's because of you! / YOU! / You're making me feel this way. / This ache. / I'm worthless. / I truly am. / If you didn't want me, who the fuck would? / So, I'm punching every wall, that dares to show its face. / Im screaming in the dark, / and I've never felt so vulnerable. / I never felt so weak. / This isn't some bullshit love story, / you broke my heart like no boy ever could. / And now all I feel, / is the pain you gave me. //
