// You shoot me a text, / and you expect an answer, / but sometimes I wish not to. / You've been treating me so poorly and I hoped you would make up for it, / but all I got was some shitty gift. / I haven't seen you since my 14th birthday, / and I've heard you've been traveling the world. / WHY THE FUCK AREN'T I THERE WITH YOU? / I'm your blood for crying out loud, / and yet you don't give a shit about my well-being. / YOU NEVER DID. / You left me drowning in a childhood I never had. / Maybe that's why I put my anger in my swim. / I take it out on the water, / so I don't take it out on you. / But I can't help crying myself to sleep at night, with the thought that you don't care. / With the thought that you have been the bad guy all this time. / you have me the latest gear, / expecting to make up for lost time, / BUT I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU. / We've been disconnected too long. / There's no love anymore. / We've been sitting through so many awkward silences, / I'm getting sick of it. / You think a couple fancy dinners will make up for the 6 years I lost. / WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN? //
