I'm Fine //Matthew Espinosa

Chapter 16

"I choose d-d-death." I stuttered.

"Brooke are you sure?"

"Yes. My life is a living hell. People I care about keep dying."

"But what about all the good things you have in your life like Matt and your brothers."

"I don't know."

"Don't do that to them Brooke. Why don't we take a look and see how there doing." She snapped her fingers and a screen popped out of no where. It focused on Matt.

His eyes were blood shoot from all the crying and his cheeks were tear stained. I felt really bad. I was doing this to him. I was being selfish. He was crying because of me. He clearly cared. He put his head in his hands. I began to cry.

"I'm such a horrible human being. I made him feel like this."

"Why don't we look at Dawson shall we?" She snapped her fingers and Dawson popped up on the screen.

His eyes were worse then Matt's his pupils where shot and his eyes were bloodshot. His cheeks were tear stained and a tear escaped his eyes. I felt even worse. I didn't meant to hurt the people I loved. A doctor came out.

"Mr. Espinosa and Mr. Giovanni. Ms. Giovanni has passed." The both started to cry.

I made the decision right then and there. I had to do it for them not me.

Dawson's POV
After hours of waiting the doctor finally came out.

"Mr. Espinosa, Mr. Giovanni. Ms. Giovanni has passed." I felt the tears stream down my face. I looked over to Matt and tears where rapidly cascading down his face.

"Doctor it's a miracle she has woken up her stats are rising!" The one doctor screamed.

Matt sprung up and ran to Brooke's room. He walked in and signalled me to follow. I got up and followed him. I entered her room and read the monitor. The machine was beeping and speaking.

"Stats rising 82%, 85%, 88%, 92%, 95%, 98%, 100% stable condition." The robotic voice spoke.

Matt and I sat in the chairs beside her. Matt grabbed hand and intertwined it in his. Her hand was so small compared to his.

"Did you know she could play football?" He asked.

"Yeah, we used to play back in Texas. She would always play aggressively and body check all of us because in her mind winning was the only thing."

He laughed.

"She really loves you. She always talks about you. Just don't hurt her."

"I love her too, I would never hurt her."

Her eyes started to flutter open.

"Y-you g-guys t-talking ab-bout me." She stuttered her voice cracking every other word.

"Yes we were talking about how much we hate you." I spoke crossing my arms.

"You mother trucker."

Brooke's POV
I knew I did the right thing. I could hear talking but it was very faint. I focused and my eyes started to open. Everything was a little blurry at first but then I could make the people out.

"Y-you g-guys t-talking ab-bout me." I stuttered.

"Yes we were talking about how much we hate you."

"You mother trucker." I said since I never swear.

They both laughed. I sat up.

"Where are the boys?"

"They have moved back to Texas they said ever since they moved here bad things have happened so they moved in with Aunt Gina."

"Oh."

"Yeah. They want us to come back but I said no."

I started to sit up and lean in to Matt.

"Brooke easy." Matt said moving closer.

He pecked my lips then I pecked Dawson's cheek. We sat and talked for a little longer than a nurse came in.

"Brooklyn Giovanni have you been to Africa lately?"

"Bitch, Nnnnnooo, no, no I know that you just did not imply that I have Ebola. If you think I have Ebola you have lost your mother fucking marbles." (That was for all my twaimz lovers big_fat_mama_llama )

"Or your pregnant."

All of our jaws dropped.

"Or I'm perfectly fine and just got a little sick. I think my diagnosis is on point. What do you guys think?"

"Yeah I like her idea better." The boys nodded.

The nurse left the room.

Dawson and Matt looked at me astonished.

"What?"

"I have never heard you swear before." Dawson says.

"Neither have I."

It had been a week since I was 'reborn' and I was finally leaving.

I slowly got up and Dawson handed me the clothing he brought. I got changed.

I walked with Dawson to the car and he drove back to our house.

We pulled up in our driveway and I went in our house.

Matt came running up to me and picked me up and spun me around he planted a passionate kiss on my lips. His lips were so soft. Our lips moved in sync. We finally broke the kiss. His kiss became more passionate but we stopped before it got to heated.

He put me down and I sat on the couch.

"I have a date with a girl tonight so I'm leaving you two alone. Don't do anything you'll regret tomorrow morning." He finally left.

I brought Matt's lips to mine. The kissed got heated pretty fast. He pulled me on top of him so I was straddling him. He kept kissing my lips.

"Brooke we don't have to if you don't want to."

"I don't think I'm ready. Can I just lay here."

"Yeah." I was relieved he wasn't mad. Most guys just want to get in your pants but Matt wasn't like that. He wanted to take things slow and wait till you felt ready.

My eyelids felt heavy and I fell asleep next to the boy I love.....

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Bet you didn't see any of that coming. Thanks for reading I love you guys so much.
Baiiiiii
Kaitlyn