I'm Fine //Matthew Espinosa

Chapter 30

I woke up the next morning and went and seen Matt. I know it wasn't the best decision but I did anyways. I arrived at the hospital and walked into his room.

"I told you to stay away. Your a stupid girl trying to break my girlfriend and I up because your jealous and your a horrible person. Get out." He bitterly said.

I walked over to his bed slapped him on the face.

"How dare you." I took the picture out of my shorts pocket and handed it to him.

"You are amazing."

I smiled.

"You really are. You must be really jealous to photo shop a picture of us together. Bitch."

I ran out of his room and ran into a really pretty girl.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry. I'm Sophie." She said.

"I'm Brooke."

"I've heard of you, stay away from my boyfriend you little whore."

I ran out of the hospital and into my car.

I drove back to the house and up to my room.

"Brooke, what's wrong?" Cam asked.

"Just leave me alone."

I walked into the bathroom and found something sharp. I dragged it along my wrists 18 times.

I covered them up and went to sleep.

3:00 am
I woke up and looked at my phone. 3:00 am.

I rolled over onto my back. I thought about the things that Matt had said.
"You should leave." "Your a liar." "Stay away from me" "I have no idea who you are." "Your not my girlfriend." "Bitch." "Your jealous." "Your stupid." "Your a horrible person." "Whore."

I have to do it. I grabbed a pen and a paper.

Dear boys and Mahogany,

I have decided to take my life.
Matt doesn't remember me and has become very mean. I don't have much family only Cameron and my brother Dawson. You guys have been the bestest friends I have ever had. Don't be sad because of my decision. I want you to be happy because I am in a better place.

Lots of love,
Brooke. <3

The boys were all sleeping so I snuck downstairs and put the note on the kitchen counter.
I walked back up stairs and over to the bathroom. I opened the cabinet and grabbed the sleeping pills. If I was going to do this I might as well do it painless and easy.

I grabbed the bottle and slowly opened it. I poured 7 pills onto my hand and swallowed them with water. I started to feel a little dizzy. I was surprised they worked that fast. I walked over to my room and crawled into bed. I closed my eyes and drifted off to heaven.

Mahogany's POV

I woke up earlier than usual today. I ran downstairs being careful not to stomp. I grabbed a glass and some orange juice. There was a note on the table. I picked it up and read it.
I read the first sentence and screamed.

"Mahogany what's wrong?" Gilinsky asked.

"Read it." I said shaking.

Shawn took the note from my hand and read it. He instantly dropped it and ran upstairs.

I followed him up to her room.

I started to cry as the sight of her dead body laying in the bed.

"Mahogany call an ambulance. I'm gonna do CPR."

I pulled out my phone and called 911.

"911 what's your emergency."

"My friend she has committed suicide. My friend is doing CPR."

"How old is your friend."

"18."

"Okay, honey we are gonna send an ambulance."

"Thank you."

The rest of the boys came running in.

"Brooke" Cameron yelled tears in his eyes.

"Come on Brooke wake up." Shawn chanted while continuing CPR.

"Ambulance coming threw."

Shawn stopped CPR as the paramedics took over. They shocked her with a defibrillator, but she didn't wake up.

They took her out on a stretcher out to the ambulance. The ambulance drove away.