I'm Fine //Matthew Espinosa

Chapter 27

3 months later....

I woke up the next morning. I rolled out of my bed and stumbled to the bathroom. I grabbed my hair brush and dragged it through my brown and pink hair.

I put on my tribal leggings and white crop top. I put on a small amount of makeup and ran downstairs. I grabbed a banana and sat beside Dawson.

"You going to see Matt today?" Dawson asked.

"Yup. Why?"

"Brooke it's been three months, your wasting your time."

"I'm not wasting time. I love him! If Ella got in an accident and had been in a coma for three months would you go and see her everyday! Huh, I asked you a questions and I expect an answer!" I screamed.

"Yeah, Brooke I probably would."

"Well then you know my feelings."

I stood up and walked to my car. I really hoped today was the day that at would wake up. A lot had changed, I dyed my hair pink but still left some of my natural brown. I'm eighteen years old. Dawson has a girlfriend. I began playing guitar and writing songs. Magcon tour ended and Matt still hasn't woken up. I was beginning to think he would never wake up. Maybe I was wasting my time I have spent the last ninety days hoping that Matt would wake up. I've gone to the hospital everyday since the accident and never missed. The doctors know me by my name.

I pulled up into the hospitals parking lot. I turned off my car and got my guitar out of my trunk. I began walking into the hospital.

I took slow steps to his room and noticed something a little different. He wasn't there.

"Where is he? Why isn't he in his room don't tell me died."

"Brooke he has just went and seen a doctor. If he doesn't wake up in the next 48 hours we have no choice but to take him off life support."

I felt sorry for his family. I haven't talked to his parents in 3 months. She hasn't came and seen him once.

I sat in the chairs by his room and held my guitar between my legs.

A few minutes later the doctors pushed a bed into his room, but it wasn't his.

"Brooke, he is breathing on his own. He should come around. Today's the day Brooke."

I started to cry. Happy tears.

"Thank you so much."

"No problem."

I ran over to his room and opened the door. I sat on the chair with my guitar. I opened my guitar case and brought out my Gibson guitar. I started to write Matt a song and today was the day I was going to finish it.

This is what it takes. ( I know I said that Shawn's new album came out but let's pretend that this is what it takes isn't on the album. Yes? Yes.)

I watch your troubled eyes as you rest, and I fall in love with every breath.
I wonder if those eyes are really shy?
And am I the one your dreaming of?

Cause underneath the darkness there's a light that's trying so hard to be seen, and I know this cuz I've noticed a little bit shining through the seams.

And if this is what it takes. Then let me be the one to bear the pain.
Ohh
If this what it takes. I'll break down these walls that are in our way.
If this what it takes.

You keep on telling me I'm wasting time, but to call it wasting time, oh that's a crime.

And you think it's crazy what I'm trying to do, well baby I'm a fool for you.

Cuz underneath the darkness there's a light that's trying so hard to be seen. And know this cuz I've noticed a little bit shining through the seams. Yeah.

And if this is what it takes. Let me be the one to bear the pain. If this is what it takes I'll break down these walls that are in our way.

Cuz if you don't understand yet, then I'll never let your forget that you don't have to do this on your own. I'll be your shoulder to lean on. I'll be your right when you feel wrong. So come on take my hand were moving on.

And if this is what it takes. Let me be the one to bear the pain.
And if this is what takes I'll break down the walls, the walls that are in our way.

If this is what it takes.

"That's a beautiful song." A voice stated.

"Matt?"

"Brooke?" It was Matt. Tears started streaming down my face.

"Matthew Lee Espinosa. I've missed you so much."

"I've only been gone for what a week."

"Three months."

"Brooke I'm sorry."

"You don't have to be sorry. It's that idiot drivers fault."

"I didn't know you could sing like that, your really good."

"Thanks." I said blushing.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too. I'm gonna call your mom and friends."

"Okay."

I picked up my phone and dialled his moms number. I wiped the tears that were streaming down my face.

"Hello?" A blank voice said.

"Mrs. Espinosa, it's Brooke I have someone I think you might want to talk to." I put my phone on speaker.

"Hello mom."

"Matthew!?"

"Yes mom."

"Oh my god my baby." She said choking. Tears started to cascade down my face.

"I love you mom."

"I love you too baby."

"How have you been?" He asked.

"I've been depressed."

"Mom."

"I know I promised, but I did."

They talked a bit more. Finally they finished talking and I hung up the phone.

I called Mahogany.

"Brooke?"

"Yeah. Matt's woken up."

"Oh my goodness I'll tell the boys we are on are way."

The nurse came in and checked Matt's vitals.

"You have a very special girlfriend. she came and visited you every day."

"Really?"

"Yeah." I said.

"I love you Brooklyn."

"I love you Matthew."

•---------------•--------------•-------------•
That's the end.

Jk it is not got u all. No? okay.

Anyways bye baes