I'm Fine //Matthew Espinosa

Chapter 25

"Brooke, Brooke, Brooke, Brooke." Someone said shaking me.

"What?"

"Brooke honey, you should go home get some sleep."

"What time is it."

"1:45."

"Okay, but could you call me if anything happens."

"Sure, honey."

I called a cab. Once the cab arrived I got him to drive to the hotel. I got out and walked up the stairs. Since I had taken a key. I walked into the elevator and over to the Jacks room. I pushed the key in and out of the slot and opened the door. I walked in and saw all the boys sitting on there phones. They glanced over as they heard the doors close. Then there was Dawson.

"Dawson what are you doing here?"

"Cam called me and said to pack you some clothing and he told me what happened. Brooke I'm sorry."

"It's fine, thank you Cam for calling, but I'm not staying."

"You are so staying." Nash stated.

"I don't wanna be a bother, I want you guys to have fun."

"Your staying and that's final!" Johnson stated.

"Thank you."

"Your welcome." Aaron said.

"How is he?" Cam asked.

"The doctor haven't said much."

"How are you?" Shawn asked.

"Broken." I said forcing a smile.

"He'll be okay."

"Look I gotta go Grayson's gonna lose it."

"Thank you."

"No problem, sis love you."

"Love you too." I said pecking his cheek.

"Guys I can't stay."

"Brooke your Matt's girlfriend, he is family therefore your family."

"You guys have no idea how much that means to me. Matt and my brother Dawson are really the only people who care about me."

"Really?"

"Yeah, my other brothers could really care less, my dad killed my mom and little brother. My older brother is becoming my dad and I'm suicidal. "

There jaws dropped.

"Oh my goodness, I can't believe I just said that I'm sorry." I said running out.

"Brooke!" Mahogany called.

I ran down the hall. I felt someone grab my wrists.

"Look I understand what it's like to be suicidal." She said.

She licked her finger and dragged it along her wrists revealing cuts. I pulled her into a hug and cried on her shoulder.

"I love him Mahogany, I would die for him, I can't live without him."

"Shhhh.... it's okay."

She let go and we walked back to her room.

I walked to the bathroom.

"Can I borrow some makeup remover?" I asked.

"Yeah sure."

I took the makeup remover bottle and a cotton pad and took off my makeup. I finished taking it of and remember the black eye I had got from Grayson. It was still black and blue.

"Hey B- what happened to your eye?" She asked concerned.

"My brother happened."

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Yes."

We sat down on her bed and talked.
I told her my life story and by the end we were both in tears.

"Thanks."

"For what?"

"For letting me talk to you we never really talked about feelings at my house."

"Let's try to get some sleep."

"Okay."

I tucked myself under the covers and tried to sleep. I felt my eyelids get heavy and I drifted off to sleep.