Chapa POV
We had finished fighting criminals and got back to the man's nest around Ten PM, We were all tired and did not have enough energy to walk home plus the storm that was starting to roll in wasn't helping. We asked Ray if we could sleep over and When he realized what was happening and the time he accepted us. WE were going to sleep over and we didn't have a plan. Mika went crazy screaming, "WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?" as she went running around the man's nest. It was getting annoying. I could not think with the racket she was making, "Miles, You mind calming your sister?" I asked, staring at Miles let some sparks flow through my fingertips. He quickly got the hint, running after his sister trying to calm her down as me and Bose went to get some sleep bags from the garage. Walking to the garage hearing the storm rolling around outside like fireworks shocked me a little but being next Bose for some reason pushed all my worries and pain away. I felt safe next to bose. This feeling was invading on my mission. As we grabbed the sleeping bags, the details of my long term mission came back to me. It haunted me. I had strength but I need more strength to complete my mission. I didn't know how to complete my mission without hurting myself. And this massive headache wasn't helping either. When me and Bose returned to the others, Bose and I threw down five sleeping bags. I watched as Miles and Mika grabbed some board game placing them on the table. Looking out the window I could see the rain slowly rolling down the window, enlightened by the flashes of lighting and enchanted by the rolling of the thunder. I watched as three flashes brightened the window followed by the lights cutting off and on for a few seconds then cutting off. I knew it was time to complete my mission then.
I grabbed a night vision goggle and a pocket knife from my pocket slowly walking around to tell I stumbled into Miles. I looked at the knife then back at miles one of my friends, Why was I doing this? I'm being forced to do this. My mind is filled with a civil war, it's either kill my friends or face punishment of losing my family. I watch as the blade of the knife stabs clean into the back of Miles followed by his scream as I slice through his back pulling the blade out clean pocketing and running back to my spot before his body dropped to the floor. I was starting to feel the tears fill my eyes, as I started regretting my actions. I needed to do this but at what cost the loss of my friends.
I finally found Mika to make the least amount of noise possible. It tried to get up close to her but for some reason she heard the tears as she turned around facing me. Mika stared at me, "What's wrong Chapa?" I didn't know how she knew it was me but I wanted to talk to someone, "I need to do something but i dont have the strength to do it. There is conflict inside of me on my actions and what I have to do. I dont have the strength for what I need to do." Mika started tearing up as she saw the blade in my hands knowing what was probably coming up. "Mika please I don't know what to do" I said as tears rolled down. Mika placed her hand on my staring at me, "chapa even if you go against me I will support you." I know what she was saying but it still didn't help me, I looked at my best friend with tears in our eyes as my blade stabbed through her heart. Blood oozing out, I could see Mika in pain and It hurt me but she looked at me with a smile as she whispered to me, "I believe in you, I will alway be there for you. I can see the lig..." Regret was eating at me. I could not do this anymore.
But I had one last friend and it was going to hurt the most. I closed my eyes trying to hold back the pain and regret as the light flicked on guiding me to Bose. When I made it I could see Bose staring at me worried, "Chapa, where is Miles and Mika?" Those names were like bullets firing into me, I started fully crying as I dropped to the ground on my knees with my head in my hands. "I..I..I..I" I couldn't talk as I thought of what I did to them. Bose ran over to me hugging me, I felt comforted and safe but I knew I didn't deserve the hug. I looked at Bose still crying as my mind thought of my next action: either kill my friend and my crush or to be punished and lose my best friend. I looked at Bose as he looked at the blade that was rubbing along his legs covered in blood. He looked at me with tears rolling down my eyes, "C.c.c.c.chapa is that knife covered in blood?" I didn't know what to say. I regretted everything I did but I knew that could not bring them back, I nodded. He connected the dots hesitating as he took a step back, I felt alone when he backed away like I was diseased, "Did you kill the twins?" he asked, shaken and hesitant, the named shot threw me again, bringing more tears answering his question. I thought he hated me. I had nothing to live for. I brought the knife up to my neck, pushin the point toward the skin, as I poked myself with the blade flesh blood dripping down the knife, Bose grabbed my hand pulling it away from my neck causing me to fall forward pushing the knife into him. We fell to the ground, me on top of him, I screamed at him ,"YOU IDIOT WHY DID YOU DO IT. That should have been me." Bose laughed for a second as my tears dripped onto his cheeks. "Chapa be the best you can be for me, lead others and bring good and joy to the world." Bose said in pain. As I got up thinking of his words I looked at the clock displaying 3:00 AM. Bose words twisted through my head like a train. I didn't know what to do, My friends died because of me. I felt like the only way to relieve me of the pain was to kill my self but every time I tried to It felt as Bose was there stopping me. Bose words impacted me. I had a New mission, a peaceful mission, to bring an end to the violence and help the ones in pain. It's going to be a long mission but it's for Bose, Mika, and Miles.
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Danger shorts: Complete Set
FanfictionBasically what the title says, I'm putting together all three danger short books I have into one big book. I will try to edit most of the stories with grammar and spelling mistakes.