Breathtaking // Taekook

Chapter eight

Silence filled the living room

All kind of words that Taehyung wanted to scream, thunders of emotions that drowned his heart and wanted to stream by tears, he looked at Jungkook who looked at him back with eyes that he couldn't describe. He felt pathetic to react this way, they meant nothing right? So why did he felt so-

"Uh, Taehyung are you okay?" the girl spoke after a while when he didn't utter a word, so he closed his eyes and put his hypocrite boxy smile and extented his hand to her, Jungkook still watching without a single word

"I...um...i'm sorry i was zoning out again...um...nice to meet you..Mia?"

"Yeah!" she chuckled, Taehyung maybe knew why Jungkook like this girl so much, she is so sweet

"I was just...i just came home to..um...take some stuff cause i'm staying at Jimin's tonight"

"The boy earlier?" Jungkook (fucking finally) spoke and Taehyung looked at him again, he felt angry even if there weren't any reasons to do so, his heart were like suffocating but he didn't have the right to get hurt because again, they meant nothing. Jungkook can be with whoever he wants

"Yeah, we used to do that so.."

"Okay" Jungkook replied, indifferent. And Taehyung felt like he'll die if he stayed there for another minute

"I'll get going um..." and then he just run upstairs. As soon as the door closed he took a deep breath, still fighting with the tears that were dying to roll in his cheeks since earlier but he stopped himself for doing so, what did he even excepted anyway? He hated himself to hope that they could have any progress with whatever they had, but seemed like he was the one to think so. Jungkook had his own life all this time, it was him the fucking problem, the bother, the happiness blocker
But it hurts, it hurts like hell

After packing his stuffs he was ready to go, he rushed to the door like he always did when he wanted to avoid Jungkook but the other was standing there in the door, his girlfriend already left Taehyung guessed. He was looking at him, expressionless as usual and Taehyung just wanted to run to him and slap his handsome face, yell at him for being so heartless but he couldn't, Jungkook for him, didn't do anything wrong. So he just pass throught him like Jungkook wasn't even there. He was about to close the door behind him when he heard Jungkook speaking, a single word that still give him the kind of weird thing in his stomach, but he just let it slide

"Taehyung"

He waited, what does his husband want? He fucking waited for him to explain, to apologize or just to talk so he waited, he didn't turn around to face him but he was standing still

One...two...three...four...five seconds and still nothing, Jungkook was silent but why? Why didn't he tried to make them up? Of course because he didn't care. And Taehyung has had enough for wasting his time so he slammed the door and left

He was about to call Jimin if he could stay over but he remembered that his bestfriend told him that he will babysit his niece today, he finally cried. Where will he go?

Right. There is a place where he could find peace, where it felt like at Jimin's, where no one judged him or betrayed him, so he went home, his real one

The doorbell rang and he waited for the door to open, didn't he know the passcode? Yes but he didn't want to react like he was still a part of this house, and he didn't even know why

"Taebear?" Jin soon appeared in there, surprised but not confused and Taehyung felt all the weight in his heart lightened a bit. He smiled and hugged his hyung

"Honey who's at the doo- Taehyung?"

"Hi hyung" he greeted, his smile weak but not fake, he didn't have to pretend to be someone he wasn't with them