Breathtaking // Taekook

Chapter eleven

Their eyes talked.

Taehyung didn't know how long have he exactly been starring at Jungkook the whole evening. The other still busy talking to one and then another businessman but didn't miss to look at him too, from afar

They had a little mind exchange, words were impossible to make conversation because of their bare distance. Taehyung took a seat not too far from the buffet that he'd been feasting generously, while in his head he's busy telling Jungkook everything that he has in his thought

He didn't know if Jungkook answered him, but the little stare and eyes contact were enough for a response

He was scared of the consequences of exposing his thoughts too much, even if technically, only himself knew what really was going on inside this little space he created on his wall of thoughts

"Do you know how delicious those cakes are?"

"Are you really listening to this man you're talking to?"

"Do you know how anxious i am wondering if you'll talk to me normally or ignore me again after all of this?"

"I personally prefer wearing 80s outfits when i'm doing a photoshoot"

"My manager always told me that Parisians are the most aesthetic and romantic people he knew. I didn't tell you yet but i badly want to go there"

Taehyung didn't give up, everything that could pass by in his mind he'd talk about it to Jungkook. What fascinated him the most is that it's really like he's not talking to the voice in his head because every statement, every thought that he expressed throught his eyes got an answer

An eyes contact

Like Jungkook replied back at everything he said, like there was a telepathy that made them understanding each other

Imagination is our own work of art, Taehyung believed.

And he continued, until there was a voice of none than his husband telling him that they had to leave, interrupting their 'conversation'. At what moment did he even approach him?

"We'll continue some other time" he let out one last time before nodding at Jungkook, the one that can use words to talk to him

He blamed it on the freezing breeze, the sugar he'd been consuming abondantly earlier or maybe the sad expression Mr. Jeon made when they bidded goodbye to him before leaving, but there was a slight of fear that made his body shivering and his mind became anxiously dizzy

There was this feeling of disquiet at how Jungkook will act once they reached the underground (?) parking

His heart was beating so fast with the fear that Jungkook will let go of his hand and give him up right there

But when we predict something with fear, it never happens.

Bullshit.

Taehyung felt cold and miserable, he wanted to hug himself and cry until his lungs can't hold any breath anymore. The anxiety took over him when what he'd been overthinking really came true

Jungkook let go of his hand.

The silence was there, the one that Taehyung hated the most because he wanted Jungkook to say sorry for giving him up for a slight instant and then he will take his hand again and the driver will drive them home, together

"I'm sorry"

He said it.

They faced each other again, a smile decorated Jungkook's indifferent face. But Taehyung let his hope rising and waited for him to continue. Jungkook apologized as excepted,  he is about to take his hand again and they will-