2/20/22: Mommy Issues...

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     Dear Diary...

          I just called my mom a bitch during a video call. Yeah, she heard about the thing about my dad wanting to move to Connecticut & was upset about it.

          Even if we did move, we'd still have to spend Christmas & summers with her. & tbh? We don't wanna spend Christmas & summers with her. It's not us or our dad. It's her. We're not as stupid or young anymore.

          She needs to stop trying to gaslight & manipulate us. I'll admit that I shouldn't have called her a bitch, but with the way she's acting? She deserved it.

          We're old enough to think for ourselves & make our own choices... Idgaf what she thinks anymore... I hate her & it only took Christmas break for me to realize how much of a bitch she really is.

          She fucked up & she's trying to make her children pay the consequences of her own actions. It's only backfired since now ⅔ of them don't like her. It's me & my lil bro. We don't like her. I don't want any contact with her once I'm able to live on my own. Ik that she'll definitely blame my dad for that, but it's her own damn fault.

          Honestly? Ik that I haven't been on the best of terms with her & it kinda hurts. Ik that I'll end up regretting not being so close to her or loving her in the long run, but for now it'd be best if she doesn't have any influence on me as an adult.

          Is it really that difficult to want to be loved by family without being manipulated or used for their own benefits?

From, K

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