I no longer stay up past the twilight hours, in fear all they will do is make me think of you and all the nights we had.
I never stay up to see the clock hit 11:15 because i know that's when you'd just be getting ready to call me just to hear my voice.
No longer excited for my Saturdays to be open, cause that was the only time I would see you and your family.
So many songs I can't unhear from that night we were free, happily singing along with tiffany.
Never in my life have I needed you more than after you shattered my heart.
The closure I needed most in my life was the closure I needed from you.
Without it.. I'm gonna go crazy wondering... My mind won't let me breathe without wondering about you and why you change your mind.
Because that was one thing I never saw coming. Never thought the man who swore he would marry me one day... suddenly tell me he doesn't feel the same. Feelings can't change and still have everything remain the same.
