I feel myself losing grip... falling back deeper and deeper into this black abyss
You told me all you wanted was for me to be real with you....
I was afraid.
People often leave my life... leave me wounded
I was scared.
I finally let down my walls I had taken so many years to build. And once you saw what was behind them... you didn't like it
You ran.
I told you who I was and how I felt. And it wasn't what you wanted to hear and suddenly
You disappeared.
You left me in the ashes of what we once were And who I had become.
I cried.
You didn't truly love me.
Even after you're gone you continually kick me as I'm down..
But I hope you now understand. I hope you now see why I stayed hidden
Why I was afraid
Scared
You hurt me In the worst way and I don't know if I'll ever recover.
I'll just keep my emotions hidden.
