I wish we could go back. Back to a time where things seemed fine.
Before things got complicated before we learned the art of self-hatred. Back when ignorance truly was bliss and the bad feelings always seemed to miss. Gone are the days of innocent laughter. Now are the days where heartache is forever after. Now I sit in an empty silence wondering how long it shall take before my heart will stop the break. I've lost my joy in things I loved and I feel like I'm drowning even when little things get tough. I don't think I'm asking for a lot when I ask off some one to just love me with all they have got. I wish I could go back when I felt that was plausible and true. But now I sit here and know I am forever doomed. Spite the fact I've given it many a try. No one ever seems to like me and I don't know why. I'm kind and helpful. I try to my smart. But no one looks at me as though I was art. They seem to see my worth less valuable than a dime, they all do this every single damn time. I wish I could go back. When my mind and heart were free. But instead I'm stuck here angry and sad I have to be me...
