I want to write you and tell you how I truly feel....
That I feel like I'm losing my mind.. but then I remember you're the reason.
You gave me hope in people and humans and the idea that people can change.
Hope in the idea that people can be there for you...
But you lied
Falsified Hope.
You made that broken little girl inside feel a little less broken... as if you had fixed a part of me.
But you hadn't. You just took a few of her broken pieces to add to your collection just for fun.
That's what you do. You pretend to help fix people when all you do is steal pieces of them to fix yourself... to make you feel whole whole making others feel a little more incomplete.
For me the pieces you crushed and broke and stole... was my hope,trust and love.
And now this little girl feels more incomplete than she ever did..
You falsified hope.. you falsified trust...
That you would never hurt me. They way you did...
But here I am back to the start. As broken as a dropped porcelain China Doll...
Wishing I had never found my false hope in you.
