Hey, if I tell you a secret, will you not get mad? Even if it upsets you, would you understand?
I'm really not as okay as I seem. I feel like i'm losing my mind just kind of behind the scenes. I can't even lie I didn't know what to do so I went back to an old habit, an old pain that I'm used to.
Now I know we don't really talk and you don't really care but need to reach out I need to share.
You won't reply and that's okay. I'm sorry you and I ended up this way.
I really don't just know what to do. I tried asking for help from others before asking you..
They tell you people will help you. People really do care. But when I need them the most I can't find them anywhere.
I'm giving up hope and slowly reaching the end of my rope..
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Hey... last time we talked I asked you for help... you never responded so I kept to myself...
I just needed to tell you that I care. I know you're out there reading this message somewhere.
Time and life are fleeting. Each day is numbered today could be my last, no one can ever tell from what I've discovered.
I just wanted to tell you and I need you to know that you didn't do this, and I love you so.
I think my numbered days are coming to an end, I just couldn't do it anymore and I lost you as a friend.
You didn't do this it's always been on my mind but you need to know I think you're gracious and kind.
I'm going to miss your laugh and hugs and smiles you gave through my lifes trials.
Yes. You hurt me as I did you. But that's just kind of the thing we humans do.
Please don't cry and never feel sad. You did all you could, you gave my life happiness for that be glad.
I love you forever and one day we'll meet again. But for now I must go. This is my end.
