I simply don't know what to do anymore.... I don't know how to fix it.
I'm stuck in my head with a hollowed out heart.
My mind is a black hole.
My thoughts are a cancer and it's starting to spread.
I don't know what to do.
Never has it been this bad.
Never has it been this.. loud.
Sitting in quiet emptiness.... I hear it, I feel it.
It keeps getting so loud I can't even hear myself screaming for help.
So... I stop. And let it win, the voices inside my head? Are starting to win.
I'm being held captive by my own mind and i'm accepting it..
It's usually right after all. Right?
My mind is there to help me right?
.. maybe I should let it win.
