Isn't it funny how the people who shine the brightest in a room are usually the ones who feel the saddest? You spend your whole life faking happy to make others feel you when you, yourself can't even feel it.
It's hard somedays to just call out of life and sleep away the pain, and just feel nothing for a day. But you can't do that when you're the light of the group and help others feel a sense of light.
So what to do? Nothing but continue to shine for others even when you can't shine for yourself.
