A/N~ I thought making an imagine based on one of my favorite songs would be a fun idea so I hope you all enjoy. Please play the song when it says to for the full experience.
Y/N's POV
I was on my way to my boyfriend Grayson's house because we hadn't hung out in a while. I've been busy with college and trying to find a job and he's been busy with basketball and college as well. I rung the doorbell and saw Grayson smiling at me. "Hi my love!" "Gray!," I yelled as I hugged him tightly and kissed him. "I've missed you love." "I've missed you too Y/N. I'm excited for our chill day today." "Same! Can I come in though? It's chilly out here." "Oh! Yeah of course babe." Gray stepped to the side and let me into his apartment. I gasped as I saw Disney+ displayed on the tv with snacks and candy on the coffee table in front of the sofa. "Gray, this is so cute!" "I wanted to go all out since it's been awhile." I hugged him again and pulled him over to the couch. "I figured you would want to pick what to watch since you say I always pick boring stuff." "You do Gray. I have the best taste in this relationship." "No, I do because I picked the best girl as my girlfriend." Gray kissed my face over and over as I laughed. "Hahaha, stop it Gray. That tickles." We finally settled down and I picked the movie Inside Out.
About an hour later...
About halfway through the movie, I looked over at Grayson to see his eyes glued to the movie while eating some popcorn. I had been debating on how to tell him that I loved him all night. We've been dating for about 6 months and haven't said it to each other yet but I know that I love him because no man has ever treated me the way he has. "It's now or never Y/N! Just spit it out," I thought to myself. "Hey Gray?" "Yeah baby?" "There's umm something I need to tell you." Grayson paused the movie and turned to me. "What is it love? You know you can talk to me," he said as he held my hands. I took a deep breath as I looked him in the eyes. "Grayson, we've been together for 6 months and they've been so amazing. You've treated me like such a queen and I'm forever grateful for you in my life. So I just wanted to say that... I love you Grayson."
Gray's POV
I was speechless from what just came out of Y/N's mouth. She really loves me? I obviously loved her too but it seemed like the words were stuck in my throat. "Gray, aren't you gonna say it back?" "I uh I- listen Y/N, I-" "Nope, I obviously know where we stand in our relationship. I just poured out my heart and soul to you and you can't even say it back to me? I'm just gonna go. Call me when you get your shit together," Y/N said with tears in her eyes as she quickly got up and rushed towards the door. "No baby, don't leave. I can explain." "No, I don't want to hear it Grayson. I just need to go home and think. I'll see you later...hopefully." She turned around and walked out of the door. The sound of the door slamming echoed through the house. "Fuck, I might've just lost the best thing in my life." I sat down on the couch and turned the movie back on to try and gather my thoughts about what just happened.
*play song now
I wanted to tell Y/N that I loved her, I really did. Though it's only been 6 months, she knows me the best. She knows my worst, seen me hurt and she never judges me. It's so scary for me to open up to other people because I've been hurt so many times in the past. Y/N deserves to be told that she's loved because she's been hurt too. "I have to make it up to her," I thought as I grabbed my keys and left my house.
Y/N's POV
After I left Gray's house, I went straight to my apartment and cracked open a pint of ice cream and turned on Hannah Montana. I could barely even focus on the tv because I was crying so hard. I knew that I had overreacted and not let Grayson explain himself but I thought he would immediately say "I love you" back with no hesitation. So when he didn't say it, it hurt me inside and I just had to get out of there so I could clear my head. Suddenly, I heard my doorbell ring and I quickly got up and opened the door. Grayson was standing outside of my door with a bouquet of Magnolias, which are my favorite. "Hi lovebug." "Hi Gray." "Listen, I just wanted to apologize for what happened back at the house. I've been hurt so many times in my life and I've said "I love you" to those people when I meant it. But they were just using me and they didn't really mean it. That's no excuse for how I left you hanging because Y/N... I love you with all of my heart. You have made me a better person over the 6 months that we've been dating and I wouldn't want to be with any other girl. You're my only girl Y/N. I love you so much," Grayson finished. My eyes brimmed with tears as I hugged him tightly. "I love you too Gray. I'm sorry I didn't let you explain yourself. I was just so surprised when you didn't say it back. I was afraid I was gonna lose you like I've lost other people in my life." He pulled my face close to his and whispered, "You're never gonna lose me lovebug. I love you too much to let you go," he said as he closed the gap between us and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled into the kiss. We both let go and I gladly took the flowers from him. "Grayson, these are so beautiful." "I made sure that they gave me the best bouquet for my best girl. So what do you say we go back to my house and finish our movie?" "That sounds amazing." I quickly put the flowers in a vase with water before I grabbed Grayson's hand and walked out to go finish our movie.
