Ethan's POV
Me and Y/N were at the hospital right now waiting on news about our baby. See, we woke up like regular but Y/N yelled for me and she was bleeding down there so I rushed her into the car and got here asap. We've been trying for a kid for a while and I know how much we want this but everytime we try, it hasn't worked but we haven't given up yet. Soon enough, the doctor came back in and her face didn't look happy. "Mr. and Mrs. Dolan?". "Yes?", we said in unison. "We did everything we could but you lost a lot of blood and we did everything we could but... I'm sorry for your loss". "Thanks so much doc". She left the room and I looked at Y/N as I rubbed her back. "Babe, it's okay. We can always try again". "No Ethan, we've tried this 4 other times and it hasn't worked. I just wanna go home please E", she said as she started crying. "Hey, hey, we can go back home. Anything you want Babygirl".
Back at home
I was in the kitchen fixing breakfast for Y/N and I since we rushed so quickly to the hospital. I know Y/N isn't in the best state of mind so I'm fixing her favorite breakfast. An omelette with fruit on the side and a glass of apple juice. "Hey babe. I made your favorite." I got no response so I walked around the house and finally found her in the baby's nursery room looking at the crib. "Babe, are you okay?". "This is where she was gonna sleep. We'd be up all night trying to get her to go to sleep. She'd have your chubby cheeks and your hair and sh-. She paused and took a breath because she was crying so much. "She would have my eyes and- and. Ethan, we lost our little angel. We've lost so many of our kids and it's all my fault". I looked at her with tears in my eyes as she cried more. I walked up to her with my arms open wide. "Come here Baby". She continued to cry in my chest as I rubbed her back. "Princess, none of this is your fault ok? You are and will be an amazing mother and when that day comes, we are gonna be awesome parents". "No, Ethan. This is God's way of saying, "you're not meant to be a parent. You're not going to be able to protect your child from that harsh world outside. You can't do it". I grabbed her face and kissed her passionately. "Hey, don't say that. You are amazing and our baby will have the best life". "Really? You think so?". "I know so. Why don't we just go to the adoption center and take a look and see? We don't have to have an immediate an- she cut me off and kissed my lips. "I would absolutely love that E. Thanks for making me feel better, I don't know what I would do without you."
Part 2 coming soon
