Y/N's POV
Me and Ethan were going to the beach today for a little date. I was in the bathroom brushing my hair trying to figure out what swimsuit I was going to wear. I finally decided on a floral two pieceI put it on and looked in the mirror and saw all my flaws. My stretch marks, my big thighs, and my rolls. I shed a tear but quickly wiped it away and put on a cover up and shorts, got my bag, and met Ethan at the car. He was a white tank top and swim shorts. He looked so sexy. "Babe, you look so handsome", I said as I gave him a kiss. "Oh Princess, I don't compare to you. You're beautiful". Ethan made me feel a little bit better from earlier but I still was feeling insecure and like I didn't deserve Ethan as my boyfriend. He had the looks, the body, the personality. I was trash compared him. "Y/N?", I heard Ethan say as he broke me out of my thoughts. "Yeah?". "Are you okay?? You seem a little quiet". "Yeah, I'm fine. Don't worry", I said as I got out of the car.
Ethan's POV
There was something off about Y/N but I just couldn't put my finger on it. We found a spot on the beach and set up our stuff. I was taking my shirt off getting ready to get in the water. I was expecting to see Y/n joining me but instead I saw her sitting on the towel scrolling through Instagram. "Babe, aren't you coming. You love swimming". "I'm gonna tan for a minute. Don't worry baby". "Ok babe". I could see she was hiding something but I didn't want to say anything so I went to one of the cliffs and did some divesY/N's POV
About an hour later, Grayson, Cameron Dallas and Alex Aiono joined us at the beach. They were all playing around in the water. I would join them but then I would have to take off my cover up and shorts which shows off all my flaws. I suddenly felt the sun go away as I looked up and saw Grayson looking down at me. "Hey Y/N". "Hey Gray, what are you doing back here?. You should be out there having fun". "I could be telling you the same thing. You've been over here the whole time. Are you okay?? You can tell me". I looked down and instantly started crying. Grayson gave me a hug and told me "it's okay" even though I was just crying.Ethan's POV
"Hey Dude, I think Y/N is over there crying", Alex said as I turned around and saw her crying in Gray's arms. I ran over to see what happened. "Grayson, what happened?". "I don't know. I came over to see why she didn't want to come swim with us and she started crying". I sat down next to her and cupped her face in my hands. "Y/N, Babygirl, talk to me". "Ethan, I hate my body. My stretch marks,my thighs are too big, I have rolls everywhere, and I don't deserve to have you as my boyfriend. I'm fat and ugly and- I cut her off with a kiss on her lips. "Y/N, you are gorgeous. Everything you said you didn't like about yourself, I love. I'll always love you no matter what. Plus, you look good in every swimsuit you have. She smiled her perfect smile and wiped her eyes. "Thanks E, I really needed that. I love you". "I love you too. Now, let's get these clothes off so I can see this swimsuit. She got up and took off her cover up and shorts. My jaw dropped. She was so beautiful. "Baby... wow, you look... wow, I said as I gave her a kiss. "Thanks E". We walked hand in hand back over to the guys. "You okay Y/N?", Alex asked. She looked up at me and smiled, "Better than ever. Now what are we waiting for?? Let's go swim". I don't know how I got so lucky with her.