~Nastumi's POV~
Today was the day I finally said 'I do.' to the man of my dreams. The ceremony was beautiful, and the reception was really exciting and fun. I'm sad that it's over, but at least I get to spend the rest of the night in a fancy hotel before our honeymoon. I couldn't wait to get out of this dress, as we walked down the hall to our suite holding hands.
"I can't believe I'm officially Mrs. Natsumi Sugawara. It doesn't feel any different though."
Suga laughed and kissed my hand as he stopped in front our room.
"That's because l was already treating you like my wife since the beginning. It just that you finally have the title, and I couldn't be any more happy than I am right now." He said as he picked me up bridal style.
Surprised I let out a small yelp, and then laughed. I pulled out the card key to open the door and he walked me over the threshold, then put me down once the door closed.
"Wow this room is gorgeous and look at that view." I said running to the window.
"Suga come look!" I said excitedly.
He walked over and pulled me into his arms.
"You know you're Suga now too right? So that means you have to start calling me by my first name." He teased and I blushed.
I got so used to calling him Suga or babe over the years we've been together, that I never really called him by his first name, and to be honest I'm a little embarrassed.
"Aw don't be shy, Sweetheart. Try it just for me."
"K...Koshi."
I looked away and he laughed.
"There, now was that so hard?" He asked and I pouted. He lifted my face to his and kissed me softly. "Say it again." He whispered.
"Koshi."
He kissed me again, but this time it was more passionate and hungry. I let out a small moan, and he stopped. We were both breathing hard as he placed his forehead on mine with his eyes squeezed shut. His grip was tight on my waist, but not enough to hurt me.
"Are you ok?" I asked in concern.
He stood in silence for a few seconds more, then backed away.
"Why don't you go relax. I'll draw you a bath, and then afterwards I'll give you a foot massage. I know those shoes have got to be killing you by now."
He was forcing a smile, but I decided not to press the issue for now at least.
"Ok."
I gave him a small smile and walked over to my suitcase to grab some night clothes.
~Suga POV~
'That was too close, I almost lost my composure.'
With a sigh, I walked in to the bathroom and closed the door. I started her bath and put in some bubble bath soap, while I sat on the toilet and held my head in my hands.
'I want to take that last step of making her completely mine, but I don't know if she's even ready for it yet. I don't want to rush her, but it's been years since then and she's my wife now, so maybe she would be okay with it?'
I shook my head and frowned.
'No, I promised her I would go at her pace, so I'll just keep waiting for as long as she needs.'
With that decided, I turned off the water and walked out the bathroom. I found her looking out the window again. She looks so beautiful in her wedding gown, almost like an angel.
"Have I told you how breath taking you look in that dress?"
She turned to me with a smile, and walked over.
"Only for the thousandth time today."
I pulled her in for hug and kissed her cheek before letting her go.
"The bath is ready, when you are."
"Thanks, but can you do me one more favor?" She asked sheepishly.
"And what's that?"
She looked away and started fidgeting with her fingers.
"Could you... help me get out of this dress? I can't reach the zipper and the skirt is preventing me from taking off my heels." She blushed.
"Sure."
With a calmness I didn't feel, I held out my hand to her and she took it as I led her to a chair, avoiding the bed completely, and knelt down in front of her.
"Hold your skirt up for a second, I'll take your shoes off."
She hesitated for a second, before doing what I asked. I made quick work of the shoes, then I rubbed her feet a little.
"Better?" I asked with a smile.
"Almost. I still need to get out of this dress."
I grabbed both her hands to help her stand, then I turned her around to unzip the back. Taking a deep breath, I grab the zipper and carefully begin pulling it down revealing her smooth back to me. It felt like I was unwrapping a present for my eyes only. I itched to touch her, but held back the urge with everything I had.
"There... it's unzipped." I said in a husky voice. Blushing a little, I cleared my throat, and stepped back a few steps.
"Thanks Babe."
She gave me a smile and took a step towards the bathroom, but almost tripped on the hem of the dress. I quickly grab her to keep her from falling.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, I just stepped on the dress, looks like I'll have to take it off before I go in the bathroom."
"Oh, ok. Then I'll turn around."
"It's fine, you don't have to do that anymore, your my husband, and most of all I trust you."
I nod, but I don't think she realizes how much that's going to kill me. Slowly and carefully she starts taking off the dress, and I'm trying my best to stay where I was. The dress pooled her feet and she stepped out, but when she bent over to pick it up I was done for. In a matter of seconds I grabbed her wrist, pulled her to me, and kissed her.
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New Beginnings
FanfictionNatsumi Shirai just wanted to start over, but her past is closing in. Will she over come it, or will she let fear hold her back? Also I am warning you now: Mentions of rape, violence, abuse and trauma. THIS WHOLE STORY IS A TRIGGER WARNING. I do no...