~Suga POV~
I could feel the tension in her body as I moved closer to her lips, so I kissed her lightly, trying to ease her into it. She relaxed more as she started to kiss back, I licked her bottom lip seeking entrance, she hesitated at first, but eventually opened up. I explored her mouth with my tongue, and then she completely melted. I could feel her getting excited the more I kissed her, and honestly so was I. She wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me closer to her like she couldn't get enough. My hands explored her body over her towel, and she squirmed a little, but I wanted to feel more of her. I pulled back from the kiss panting, and reach for the towel, but stopped.
"Can I take this off?"
She gave me a small nod, but that's not enough for me.
"I need to hear you say it, Natsumi. I want to be absolutely sure, you're ok with everything I do."
"Yes, you can take it off."
I nodded and reached for her towel and slowly took it off her, then tossed it to the side.
"Beautiful." I said as I stared at her body, but I didn't touch her, not yet. I could tell by the look in her eyes that she was nervous again. I repeated the process of getting her to relax. Then I began to slowly, but firmly explore her body, so she knew where my hands were. I shifted my position slowly to where I was kneeling over her, and so far she seems ok with what I've been doing. I decided to test her, I moved my hand lower, and she started to tense up, so I made my way back up, and gave her breast some attention. I pinched her nipple and she let out a small moan causing my cock to twitch.
'Stay focused Koshi. This is about her.'
I kept up my attentions until she started squirming, I lower one of my hands again, and slowly touched her center. Her legs opened a little wider, and I took it as a good sign. I began to circle her clit and she moaned a little louder this time.
'She's gonna be the death of me.'
I had to breath as I struggled to stay in control. I inserted one finger in and she was completely drenched. My cock was hard as rock by now, and ready to plunge in to her heat, but I still held off. I continued to pump in and out of her as I added another finger, trying to stretch her as best I could. I finally pulled back from her lips, and kissed her neck.
"You ok?" I whispered.
"Yes." She moaned and she clamped down on my fingers.
"Good, your almost ready for me." I said trying to hold on to my sanity, as I added another finger.
"Oh... Koshi~!"
It was the sexiest thing I've ever heard from her. I was practically smirking with pride.
"I'm gonna cum. I'm... gonna..." She chanted as she reached her climax.
I watched her the whole time and was on the verge of pain, with how turned on she made me just by looking at her. I pulled my fingers out and licked them clean, then I reached for the condom on the nightstand and slid it on.
"One last time. Are you sure?" I asked her, holding my breath.
"Yes." She panted out.
'Oh thank fuck.'
I position myself between her legs and thrusted in hard with a grunt. She was so tight I almost climaxed too early. I squeezed my eyes shut and sat still for second. When I opened my eyes again, her eyes were squeezed shut as well. I reached out to touch her cheek and she flinched.
'Fuck.'
"Hey, look at me."
She slowly opened her eyes and I could see the fear in them.
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New Beginnings
FanfictionNatsumi Shirai just wanted to start over, but her past is closing in. Will she over come it, or will she let fear hold her back? Also I am warning you now: Mentions of rape, violence, abuse and trauma. THIS WHOLE STORY IS A TRIGGER WARNING. I do no...