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~Chapter 8~

Karasu's Pov

Once I opened the door that leads to the classroom, people were staring at me. I looked around and saw Shu...sleeping.

Nothing special there....

While I was standing at the doorway, I heard people mumble/whisper about me, I knew they were talking shit about me though, A.K.A mostly girls. The class settled down when the teacher began to talk.

"Alright class, as you all know there will be a new student joining us today, please come in Kararsu-san."

After the introduction and blah blah blah blah, class started. As usual I grew bored, but this time I felt my eyelids grow heavy and everything around me went black.

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"Arasu-san..."

"Karasu--!!"

"KARASU-SAN!"

I woke up due to someone calling my name. I looked around and saw the teacher crossing her arms and tapping her shoes against the ground.

"Since you fell alseep in my class, why don't you play a little something on the piano for us."

"...Fine."

I didn't want to look like a pushover but I agreed anyway. Why? It was because it had something to do with music. So I calmly walked over to the piano which was infront of the class, and I began to play 'Unravel' ((A/N: Tokyo Ghoul ftw)) and without knowing it, I began to sing as well...

I just don't get it - just don't get it, please help me understand.

So what have I become? Please tell me if you can.
The world is changing, spinning, breaking, I don't know who I am.

You're smiling at me ... Pretending you can't see.

Something has changed, way deep down inside, the pieces just don't fit.
I'm broken now, so, why should I try? I'll bare this pain within.
Freeze.

I'm breaking yet unbreakable - I'm crazy but, I have control.
I'm searching but I know I've found ...

I'm standing here watching the world collapse around me,
You're so close - but I hope ... that you stop searching,

I don't want you to - to see what I've become ...
So please stop looking ...

I can't control the world that we've all been thrown in,
And I couldn't bare to hurt you ... I want this to end.

So please-I'm begging, won't you leave me alone?
It's better if you go ...

The dark consumes me in a blur,
I remember the way things were,
The way we laughed, the way we played,
Thinking the happiness would stay.

I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape,
I can't escape this ... unraveled ghoul....

There's something deep ... inside of me,
a change was made, I can't break free.

The darkness and the light collide,
Our fate ahead won't be denied,

I'm breaking yet unbreakable - I'm crazy but, I have control.
But even still I'll never stop fighting!

I'm standing here watching the world collapse around me,
You're so close - but I hope ... that you stop searching,

I don't want you to - to see what I've become ...
So please stop looking ...

I can't escape this loneliness my heart's been doomed to,
The future is unraveling, don't want to lose you,

So please-I'm begging, won't you leave me alone?

Remember who I once was ...

Don't you forget me,

I'm paralyzed, I know that I, can't ever turn back,
I'm trapped inside, this paradise, of nothing by black,

So please-I'm begging, won't you leave me alone?

Don't you forget,

So what have I become? Please help me if you can.

After I finished I heard clapping, so I looked up and saw people with shock & amazement written on their faces. What caught my eyes however, was Shu awake, and staring right at me with interest.

It's pretty rare to see him awake...

The teacher came to praise me, I went back to my desk, and class continued.

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School eventually ended, so all of us headed back to the limousine. On the way back home however, one thing suddenly came up to my mind...

I wonder how Yui is doing right now....

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I HAD TO REWRITE THIS WHOLE CHAPTER RIGHT AFTER I FINISHED IT

THE STRUGGLE IS REAL.

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