rebellious || diabolik lovers ff [[major editing//discontinued]]

~Chapter 10~

Karasu's Pov

Ayato ended up carrying Yui to her room, so I didn't need to do anything really.

Absentmindedly, I went back to my room. Taking off my blazer, I dug
through my pile of organized chaos and found a pair of black shorts and a
gray hoodie. I took off my combat boots and just wore a pair of white
socks in replacement. Changing into my more comfortable clothes, I
tossed my headphones onto my bed.

An idea popped in my head, and I decided to grab my laptop and tossed it on to my bed as well.

Plugging my headphones in, I played some vocaloid songs like 'The Fox's Wedding' and the 'Magic Mirror'. They were both very different songs but hey, why not?

AND, since I have this chance to listen to music without any disturbance, I decided to just take advantage of this situation.

Getting up from the comfort of my own bed, I went ahead and locked my door, to make sure those pests don't hear & hopefully get the memo.

Playing one of my favorites: 'Lost One's Weeping' I began humming and failed to hold myself back from singing along:

Feel it cutting into me, the doubting painful knife
Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right
Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low
But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know

...is nonfiction

So good with numbers, science, math I like
But I'm terrible at English so I despise
This part of me that wants a simple "right or wrong"
And I feel that everything I choose will always be false

And today
This homework
About me
A blank sheet
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
'Til I think why are we
just sometimes no always
Saying how we're sad and
Saying how we're lonely?

Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how
It's not like I care now

Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime
And again hypnotically swimming through time
Behind the power and guards I put up
I hide
Knowing they had long died

From problems
My resolve
Just can't solve
That homework
Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live
'Til I think and he speaks
That demon inside us
Saying "let me just leave"
Saying "someone kill me!"

Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?
Can you even find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?

Hey just tell me how
Hey just tell me how!

Can you even say the formula of area now?
Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?
Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up die?
Hey, who could it be?
No, it's gotta be...
Just open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see?
But what the hell is "growing up" and tell me when will I be?
Can a single person out there just explain it to me?
Hey, just tell me how
It's not like I care now..!

The song eventually ended and I frowned slightly.

Quickly sensing another presence in the room, I turned my head towards it.

"Wow~ I never knew you could sing, bunny-chan~"

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Hope you enjoy this chapter~

It's pretty long ( ' ▽ ' )ﾉ so yeeee~

//Trying to write longer chapters here and is improving...slightly

Cya~

~Cupcake C.