-25th December-
Nayeon drives through a road full of snow. This morning, she left home really early to go to the place she often visited lately, namely, the hospital.
Carrying a bag, Nayeon went inside and headed straight to the 5th floor, where her husband is being treated. Her hand gripped the door handle and she open the door. Nayeon walked into the room. She smiled at her husband.
"Hi" Nayeon said spontaneously.
Taehyung's treatment room is filled with Christmas decorations that she and the nurses decorated. Nayeon put her stuff on the chair and she took off the thick jacket she was wearing.
"Hi, Yeobo" Nayeon said again.
She approached the man and kiss his cheek for long.
"Merry Christmas, Tae..." Nayeon said.
She sat on the side of the bed and held the man's hand.
"Are you happy? Today is your favorite day of the year" she said.
"It's been 3 weeks.. you still don't want to get up, hm?" Nayeon asked in a sad tone.
Her heart ached when she said that.
"I miss you, Taehyung.. wake up.."
"Omma, Abeonim, Youngdae and Lia are celebrating Christmas together now.. they invited me to celebrate together but I will not leave you and let you celebrate alone here"
"You're very comfortable in your sleep.. you're not tired just keep sleeping? You don't want to get up?"
Nayeon's tears fell spontaneously all of a sudden.
Her hand trembled as she linked with Taehyung's hand that didn't respond to her.
"You know? I decorated our house so beautiful.. you don't want to miss our first Christmas day, do you?"
"You, yourself said that you wanted to celebrate it with me and take me to New York"
"I decorated the Christmas tree beautifully.. you don't want to see it?"
"Do you know that I put a very cute Santa clothes on Kookeu and Yeontan.. they look very cute.." Nayeon said while crying.
"Today doesn't feel special for me.. because you are not together with us to celebrate it too.."
"Everyone is happy to celebrate this happy day but not for me at all.. I'm sorry but I can not stand this.. I can not hold the tears anymore.."
"You once said that if you are hurt, you want me to continue to be happy and keep my smile on.. and I promised that.."
"I'm sorry, I have broken our promise.." said Nayeon.
Her hand strokes Taehyung's hair gently.
"You don't want to sing me a Christmas carol? The piano is already dusty because you don't like people to touch it even if Jung ahjumma wants to wipe it, you'll get mad about it"
"Look now.. the place that you used to play piano is very dusty and feels dead because you are not there to play it"
"I miss your voice.. that melodious song you always sing for me.. don't you want to get up, my dear?" Nayeon's tears fell profusely.
"It's a lie if I say I don't miss you .. I'm a fool if I deceive myself into saying I don't miss your sweet smile"
"I really miss you.."
