ROSES | IM Changkyun

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Y/N

I went back to work as usual, like nothing happened but did not return to Sheikh's anymore. I can still recall how Tony's face turned when I told him what's up. I don't know how much, but he smoked alot that night.

We all agreed I am not coming back to Sheikh's and will just quietly stay and live the usual life at Pitbull's.

T and Jia understood how compromising the situation is, they understood the Choi situation and almost immediately notified the Pit Gang with Choi's face in case they'll see him lingering around.

The anxiety haunts me and is living in me again. With everything I do, I almost cannot eat. I lost weight in mere three weeks.

And I started to spacing out again..

I was in that specific moment when Tony noticed me.

"Heyyy! " He scolded.

That was enough to wake me up.. "Sorry T"

"Focus Y/N..I know this is hard to digest and your scared but we here for you, they won't be here.. Relax and divert your attention to anything.." He whispered to me as he left me a beer while he moved back to the back door.

Yes that's right Y/N.. relax.. He's not coming..no one's coming for you here.

And right there and then I was wrong.

Cause everybody knows Choi's face, that's right but not everyone knows who his men are.

Just like any other night after the Sheikh incident, Tony and the boys would insist on dropping me home, but I would refuse.

I need to be careful, everybody got mess and I'm not up for messing their lives even more.

"Are you sure Y/N?..it's just a 5 minute walk..I'll drop you home with the other boys" Tony for the nth time offering me the same thing as we close the pub.

"I thought you asked me to relax...so just chill too.. I'm fine, I can walk by myself" I bitterly smiled.

"Aite,,we'll watch you till you turn to your street corner" Tony with his big bro talk.

"Whatever Tony..up to you" I scoffed once again and started to walk as we said our byes as soon as we locked the pub up.

Tony and the gang stood still smoking while waiting for me to disappear from their sight.

Them-watching over me is good enough to make me walk comfortably home.

The 5 minute walk home felt like forever until I reached my doorstep.

"Agghhhh" I exhaled deep.. Yes I am still alive.

I know I am being watched. That's expected and I know for sure that by now they are looking for me.

I was removing my shoes when I accidentally tripped and my bag fell off my shoulders while trying to keep my balance.

"Aishh" I bent down and gathered all my stuff that went out from my bag.

I started to bring all random things back to my bag one by one when I noticed a small blinking black thing I thought was a flash drive.

I started to get really nervous as I reached my chair, to sit and check what I thought I knew.

I was bugged.

Literally tracked.

I opened the small lid of the tiny device to find a sim card and the light that was blinking.

I gasped as I placed my hand on my mouth. My heart is just pounding really fast.

How? When? Who?.. Oh my God. This can't be happening. My eyes just started to swell.

I was trying to recall how this could possibly reach my bag, and how long has this been here.

Tony. Jia. Pitbull.

My head is literally spinning, I don't know what to do.

No matter how much I think of anything that could possibly lead to me having this bug, I just can't think. And knowing how I got it doesn't matter anymore, what matters is the fact that I am done.

I need to fucking leave, as soon as I can. Leave everybody alone so no one will be in my trouble.

All I could do was cry. Cause that's literally the only thing I can do right now. I put a pillow on my face and screamed as loud as I can.

Why is everything not enough? Why. Why me?

I fell asleep not having a plan. Just pain in my head and everything in me.

I wish I won't wake up anymore. This dark thoughts are starting to crawl in my mind again.

But then..I am still alive.

I woke up to the sunlight hitting my face.

I checked the time and it's already 9am. On normal Pitbull days I should wake up by 11 or 1pm..but today is the day I need to run again.

I have to think quick..I started to gather things and pack stuff I can only carry. I can't run away with a full luggage bag and if I am already bugged that means someone anywhere is watching over me. I need to look normal as if no one knew that I knew about the tracker.

I shut all my windows and started to move. To where? I don't know. I could go to Jia and Tony, that's easy but that's the easiest way to fuck their lives too so no. To hell where I'm gonna go.

Backpack, money, chargers, laptop, undies, extra pants, jacket, and three shirts. I was running through my closet gathering all the things that I need or might still need when I stumbled to the shirt I was supposed to return to someone I ditched from my list of headaches.

The shirt is inside a paper bag with of course the paper where he wrote we should meet. I read the note again..

Roni's-Saturday 7pm or Sunday or whatever..Friday night is good too.

No number, just the name of the restaurant that doesn't have an address cause no one really needs an address to find The Only Roni's in Seoul.

I bitterly closed my eyes with a stupid idea that just suddenly run inside my desperate brain.

I shook my head as I completed packing my stuff and carried the expensive shirt in the paper bag.

Damn it..I guess this shirt needs to be returned.

Here we go.