ROSES | IM Changkyun

Sunshine

Y/N

I'm not sure if millionaires also have something called pay day, cause the night is certainly packed..its as if everybody got paid today and they ready to spend some money.

I am the opener and as agreed with Jia she'll take over half of my shift which is by closing time.

Eun, Kwan and the rest of the boys know bout this. Everything needs to be smooth otherwise all of us will be fucked with Tony.

One thing I always check is the guest list. I am full of anxiety everytime I open the system and run through the names of people who'll be playing.

This almost immediately goes away whenever I find the coast is clear.

And just like any other gig, the list tonight is clean. Right, I can definitely have my short getaway later.

I have decided with Jia that I'll just spend my night at Sheikh's to avoid any Tony issues and well of course to take advantage of our perks.

I took myself earlier for a spa, a good massage is something I have always looked forward to rather than buying new clothes.

The night is so busy, noticing the time is the least I was able to check till I saw Jia by enter the side door. That was my cue that break time is coming soon and she'll be taking my spot now. The security doesn't fuzz cause Jia told them ahead and they know Jia is part of our team the only one who does not know about this is Tony.

When the clock hits 12 I moved my way and slipped the safe key to Jia. She just nodded.."have fun" she whispered as she continued to walk to take my spot.

I went to the staff area to get something from our designated locker.

My Givenchy black dress. One of the few pieces from the past that I kept. Looking at the one shoulder velvet gown and tracing its high, well very high slit that goes from the bottom till waistline I could not help but feel some surge of mixed emotions tonight.

I hate going back to things from the past, but some of those reminds me of who I was, the confident me, the strong me the bright me.

Cutting these thoughts and not to waste the little time I got, i slipped in my dress and walked myself out to party.

I feel like the old me, just another version.

The club was opened before my eyes and I was greeted with the loud club music with people wasted and partying like animals.

Its been awhile since I have been in this side of the world. For a sole reason of not being able to afford it anymore.

I grabbed a glass of champagne from one of the guys who was roaming and serving random people, and walked myself up to the mezzanine to enjoy the night where no one can see me.

Few more glass and I started to appreciate the loud music in the club.

Hell yes I'm gonna party tonight!