ROSES | IM Changkyun

Starch

Y/N

I woke up early from the rumbling sound of my tummy. I sat on the couch and realized I had a blanket on and a pillow. I wasnt drunk last night, very sleepy yes..i remember taking a quick shower and wearing this shirt im supposed to return..then as soon as my butt and back touched the softness of the sofa..it's like everything just went and dozed off right away.

That comfort..that feeling that u have a place to stay..a nice shower, cold weather and comfy place to sleep.. i forgot the trouble and headache i am currently into and just let the spirit of sleepiness take over my mind and soul..i remember just throwing the towel at the back rest and laid myself down the sofa.

I took the blanket off and realized i wasnt wearing anything but the shirt and my undies..shit shit shit..i cold just bit my lip hard with the thought that he obviously found me in this state when he brought this blanket and pillow.

And again the sound of my rumbling tummy.

I tiptoed myself to his open kitchen trying to look for something.

Don't touch anything..i told myself

Or just replace whatever you'll touch

Yeah, i think that's a more workable idea..

I was silently hoping my movements won't wake him up..I honestly feel like a thief now..shit.

I opened the fridge and found some eggs, butter, bacon and strawberries that's gonna be overripe soon.

Fuck it. I said i will just replace them..

I decided to help myself with what i need and prep a breakfast for two.

But first..let me wear something for my bottoms..

And what a lucky girl, the only thing dry i found from my soaked bag is my shorts.

Okay..this would do instead of him seeing me with nothing but undies.

I tied my hair and start doing the work..
It did not take me long to finish preppin the food.

I was laying them down on the kitchen bar when..

"Good morning" jeeezzz, my heart jumped almost immediately.

I looked at his direction and Lord have mercy why does he need to look like this in the morning..why does he need to look this hot..argghhh he was crossing his arms as he leaned on his fridge door..

"Hi..I uhhh..breakfast? Sorry, i touched your stuff, i will just replace them, i really am hungry..i prepped breakfast for two tho.." i apologetically said.

I was waiting for him to sigh in disappointment or scold me or anything..but then he started to move near the kitchen bar..

"Hmm let's eat then.." he casually said.

"Err.. you're not mad?" I asked

"Uhm no..but my tummy is.." he looked at me and i could not help but throw a soft smile of relief..knowing im not screwed..

He started to sit on the bar stool at the corner of the kitchen bar and gestured that i sit too..

I contemplated whether or not to sit beside him and finally decided to skip on bar stool and sit to the next..

He was holding his fork when he noticed this stupid action of mine..

"Seriously?" He smirked in disbelief..
Before I knew it he stood up from where he was sitting and sat to the stool i just skipped.

Now we're next to each other.

My heart is racing, for all the damn reason i cannot specify.

I could barely taste the food i've already imagined tasting earlier.

I could tell with my side vision that he liked the simple breakfast..cause he ate them all so quick.

Finally he stood up and head to the fridge to get some fancy water.

Twisted the cap of Pellegrino and gulped the water from the bottle.

The silence turned an unwanted but satisfactory ASMR romancing my ears and errr my eye sight.

I swear to God, i gulped too, as i watched him drink his water.

He exhaled after finishing the bottle..and sighed while he finally asked me.

"So what's the plan?" He asked while leaning on the kitchen bar facing me as i forked another slice of strawberry.

"I uhmm..im gonna leave..as soon as i finished eating.." i simply answered.

"Okay..and where do u plan to go?" He continued.

"Somewhere i wont bother anyone.."

He nodded..he moved out of the counter and took his phone from his jogger..he dialed..and placed the mobile to his ear waiting for someone to pick up..

"Hey whatsup bro..i need a room..give me the best you can..hmmm..how long? Im not sure yet..but i'll check out whenever i will..yeah have it under my name..okay...cool..thanks!"

He finally hung up..

"Give me your phone.." he demanded..

I looked at him as if saying why should i?

He just opened his hand waiting for me to put my phone down his palm..

And i gave in..

He dialed something.."there save my number..im gonna drop you later to temporary place.."

I almost choke..

"Im sorry what?"

"I got you a place where you can stay..til whenever you want to move.."

"Wait..i did not ask fo--"

"I just want to do my part..i said i will get you a safe place instead of staying here in my home..that's for rejecting you yesterday..i dont want to feel bad and guilty.." he coldly said..

Oh god..my nerves are just switching again.

"Uhmm sorry i wont accept it..i can go on my own.." i insisted..why does he need to do that..my bad i even asked for help..but its done he rejected so what is this for?

"Well, just take that as we're even when you finally move out..so better fix your plans the soonest so you can get rid of me.." he answered, and smiled as if it could help me get rid of the sprouting irritation that's growing inside me.

Before i could even argue, he already stopped me from speaking again..

"I know deep inside you're helpless..and i feel bad i cant help u the way you want or maybe thought of..but its not bad to grab the hand of anyone who will offer you help..so just please take it..and dont argue anymore..your pride won't help u right now.." 

My jaw just dropped..he just answered me back without even getting my words out of my mouth..

I want to really argue..but i know shits gonna get real very soon..and just like what i thought..as soon as i stood up i got messages from Jia and Tony..photos of my flat..ransacked..i could just hold my mouth to control myself from saying something in disbelief..

Tony: i hope ur somewhere safe..you cant come back here anytime soon y/n..just be safe wherever you are..

I dont have an immediate choice but this..