ROSES | IM Changkyun

More water is needed

Y/N

"God!" I slumped myself to bed.

I literally just rolled over and over trying hard to find a position where I could put my mind to a rest thinking about the crazy events that just happened to me in one night.

Choi.

Fuck.

I am doomed. I just can't get over his demon face that I thought I will never see again.

My heart is just beating crazy from all the anxiety I am feeling. The lump in my throat just won't go and I hate being reminded and now being forced in this fucking situation I tried so hard to run away from.

And then that boy "Kyun" like how the hell?

"Argghhhh" I hate complications, can't my life be quiet for real? Is that something really hard to have?

I need to ditch things quick and fast and Kyun is on top of my list.

I looked at the shirt I threw over my chair at the corner of my bed.

Right. I just need to return this thing. Get my dress and he's easily out of my headache list.

Or you know what? I don't even have to return this shirt, God knows this is probably something he could just throw away too, well even if its Balenciaga.

Yeah, he can just have that stupid dress, and i'll leave this here. I don't have to meet him.

Convenience store boy--done.

I called in sick today, I am certainly not going back to Sheikh's knowing all the possibilities that Choi could be there.

Tony got to know about the switch me and Jia made. I was prepared for some mad scolding and suspension but I was surprised that they more worried than furious.

"Don't think about it Y/N" Tony responded when I told him that I am bailing on Sheikh's tonight.

"But you owe us and explanation on what happened to you last night..least to me and Jia"

"You got it T. I'm really sorry I can't make it tonight." I apologized for the nth time.

I'm sure Tony and Jia would understand me, but I don't want them to be part of this trouble.

And Choi is big trouble.

I cannot imagine having T and the rest of Pitbull be damned because of my own woes.

The money I am saving and have assumed to save more for the next coming months are gonna fly in the air now.

And there, just what this shitty problem is waiting for. I cried myself like the world is ending again.

I wiped my tears away, thinking that there's no other way but face this and find the most logical solution for this before everything gets messed up.

For now, I need to Eat. Think. Sleep.