ROSES | IM Changkyun

It's growing

Kyun started to move. I wasn't able to get a tiny chance to protest. Time travelling is just probably our thing, cause next thing I knew we're in his car again, driving our way to our next destination.

My anxiety is kicking again, all the mixed emotions is getting in me. I know he probably mean no harm but I still kind of feel i am a stray cat being passed on for foster care cause i just looked to pitiful to be left and yet the only thing people do is actually push me away and be passed on..

Arghhh..im overthinking.

I need to reset my head and focus on solutions and everything quick and easy that's placed on my plate, cause the truth remains..i have no time left..and i have no place to go.

And we arrived.

Valet took his car and I followed him as we enter the huge hotel lobby.

Ofcourse, it's another luxury place.

Why? God just why..how can i even afford checking out here..

He was about reach the reception when i pulled him immediately..

I grabbed his hand as we head to any corner i could easily find..

"Hey hey hey, we got a full room no need to haste.." he tried to crack a joke..but it didn't sound funny to me..and that obviously reflected on my face.

"Okay sorry..just kidding.." he said as he cleared his throat and stood up straight..

"Oh yeah you're kidding for real..you know i can't pay a day in this hotel.." i whispered shouted at him..

"I never said you'll pay for it.." he replied..

"Yeah but i cant leave it up to you..and u know i have to return this favor back and i cant pay.." i continued to argue

"God woman..can we let a day pass without having hard conversations..just calm down..and i'll take care of it..can u do that?" He sighed as he tried stepping his way out but u grabbed his arm once again..

He pushed it away and held my hand

"Just trust me and relax" with a light tap on my hand he moved ahead to the reception.

I have no choice but follow his way..

"Hi Mr. Im we were notified of your arrival today.." the manager greeted us..

"Ah yeah thanks Mr. Myung..i hope you were also told about the details right?" Kyun continued, i was standing next to him as he originally instructed me when we were in the car..

I have a role to play and that's being his assistant.

"My assistant here will be staying in my room, until she needs to check out..further details will remain confidential as you know.." he reiterrated..

"Yes sir, we are very much aware of that.. Mr. Shownu gave us clear instructions." He bowed one more time to Kyun..only this time i realized that it's Shownu's hotel too.

We were handed with the key and were finally escorted.

Kyun stopped before the lift and asked the staff not to follow us further, anyway there isnt anything for them to bring for us.. i just have my backpack..

20th floor he pressed..it was just the two of us inside the lift..

"You are safe here..from whatever it is that you are running away from" he spoke of assurance which is somehow comforting me..

I followed him through the corridor as he opened the hotel room..no..the hotel suite he got..

I am doomed..i dont think the money i have would even be enough for a day's stay..just like i thought..he just opened the door and i knew right then and there what's awaiting me..i could not even step in..i was just frozen..

I can hear him talk and going far but i stood still..

"So this is uhh..jeeezz hello?" He went back to the door after talking much and realizing i wasnt behind him..

"What did i say about relaxing?" He reminded me again as he pull me inside the suite.

And the place got me feeling even dizzier as soon as i see it clearly.

It's a one bedroom suite complete with full amenities.

I just sighed.

"Nothings gonna get fixed if you keep on counting things you shouldn't count..this is what i can do for you now..if you don't like the suite just let me know and i'll have it changed..you can look for Myung for anything..you're safe here..you got my number..just give me call.." he stared at me for a moment before stepping back. I wanna say something but i just could not find the words to say..

I think "Thank you.." is all i can say for now..

"Don't worry about it.." he nodded and walked away towards the door..

"Have a good stay y/n., bye.." he waved his hand and he shut the door.

He's gone. Can't lie being with him weirdly makes me feel safe. And now that he just left why do i feel like running after him and ask him to stay..

I am overthinking again.. goals y/n goals..be safe..dont act weird and over react..

I looked at the glass wall..starred at the city view that is momentarily distracting me.

I wish this could last and i wish one day i could stare at these site without any heavy baggage behind my head that's gonna ruin any single peaceful thought i could digest in.

It's a new day. Hopefully.