ROSES | IM Changkyun

Energy

My mind is just so occupied, I let the running water wash all the soap on my body as I pressed both my hands over the cold tiled wall. I wish the water flowing from my shower could erase the thoughts running inside my head temporarily.

I wonder what's wrong with her. Why did she need this kind of help that would give her enough guts to ask a stranger to keep her? Why is she alone? Where are her parents? Is Y/N even her real name?. Aghhh, I need to know cause I want to take all my doubts away about her.

I must have taken too long to shower, my finger skin looked all wrinkly. I stepped out of the shower room, grabbed a towel and dried my hair as I looked at myself in the mirror after wiping the mist that came from my heated water. I am done for the day, I am very exhausted.

I wrapped the towel around my torso and went out. I was expecting her to be in the room but I found nothing, not even a shadow of her.

What the hell?

I immediately went down without thinking of even wearing anything but my towel. And there I found her sleeping on my couch. I walked slowly towards her trying all my best not to make a sound to wake her up. She was sleeping like a fetus in my oversized couch, her hair is wet, not sure if that's the rain water or she actually washed her self up from my other washroom down-cause there was a towel lying over my couch's back rest..shes wearing my shirt again that she just returned, and holy fuck she is just literally wearing my shirt, no shorts nothing but probably her undies alone. I swallowed hard with this image of her currently in my eye sight.

I stayed aback when she suddenly moved, hugging both her knees. 'She was cold-her arm skin was having goosebumps, I immediately went back to my room to get extra cover and pillow for her. And of course I wore something too.

I tucked her in the cover and then carefully lifted her head to place the pillow underneath it. The distance is just a feather away between my face and hers as she moved her head almost touching my nose with hers. This is more difficult than I thought, her breathing is giving me a small spark of electricity. I gulped again to stop myself from possibly drooling or doing something an asshole would do if he won't contain himself from situations like this.

I watched her sleep better while I struggled to keep my heart pounding like crazy.

Sleep now asshole.

I told myself, that's a warning for not ignoring things that would probably result in bigger troubles.

My head is occupied, and sleep is impossible even if the time is telling me I am already past bedtime. It's three in the morning, damn I keep on playing her face over and over again in my head. I honestly want to sleep. I feel my head getting very light from the lack of sleep and possibly red blood cells.

What should I do with her? 

I shut my eyes hoping to slumber soon..few more minutes and I finally succeeded.

It was a fair five hours of sleep. I woke up to the sun peaking through my curtain wall and smell of food.

Yes. She cooked.

Cause nobody else will and nobody else does.

My kitchen never function except for storing drinks in my fridge.
My stomach isn't behaving well, im not sure if its because of hunger or my dying anticipation to see her face again.

I groaned as I move myself up from my bed. I walk my way to my washroom to do my morning routine. Gush, wash and brush.

Immediately after, i head out of my room and head to where i smell food.

And there she was. In my shirt, fitting her in over size, hair tied in a messy bun. Torturing me with her bare legs from wearing some short shorts.

She is prepping my kitchen bar with breakfast food.

Scrambled eggs with cheese and spring onions, turkey bacon, toast, sliced strawberries and coffee.

Where the hell did she get this?
She looked so occupied that she did not even felt i was already standing near her, she startled as soon as i open my mouth to greet her "Good Morning.."

She held her chest with her hand evidently telling me that i surprised her..

"Hi..I uhhh..breakfast? Sorry, i touched your stuff, i will just replace them, i really am hungry..i prepped breakfast for two tho.."
She shyly explained.

I tried to keep my cool, but deep inside I know i am already giddy.

"Hmm let's eat then.." I casually said.

"Err.. you're not mad?" She asked.

"Uhm no..but my tummy is.." the best part of this breakfast is the small smile she just threw me.