All that you ever.

Chapter 28: The Break Down

When we get on the bus all of a sudden I get upset. I have depression problems too. When Hunter got out of the shower he sat next to me and we watched the tv across from us. It didn't take him long to notice.
"Are you okay Madi?"
I had so much held back I didn't want to tell Hunter about. I got messages to kill myself and all of these other things. I didn't want to tell Hunter but when he asked if I was okay I was trying to hold back the tears and I couldn't help it and I just lost it.
"Awe baby... What's the matter? ......Is it me?"
I shook my head no.
"Then what's the matter? You can tell me anything."
I got on my phone and showed him the messages.
"Why didn't you tell me?!? Give me your phone. You don't need to listen to those dumbasses!"
I started crying even more.
"There's something else wrong... I can tell. What's wrong? Let's go into the other room and talk about this."
We go into the studio and he shuts the door.
"What's wrong?"
"What's so good about me? I'm hideous. I don't deserve a great guy like you. I don't know why your even " in love" with me! I'm ugly and hideous and I'm worthless. Everything they say is true. I don't know what's so good about me."
"HEY! Hey, hey... Stop that. Your not worthless or any of that. You know it's not just about looks. It's about personality. Your beauty is deeper than the makeup you've been wearing. I would love to see you without makeup. Your beautiful, inside and out. Don't listen to the people who tell you otherwise. Their just dumbasses! They have no right to put you down. They have no place to. I'm not just saying this to make you feel better. I mean it! When I look at you, I see a beautiful girl who's the sweetest thing ever. I've been bullied a lot in the past. But hey, look at where I am now. They can't talk. I got a beautiful girl on this bus with me and I'm famous. I don't know what their doing right now but hey, I don't care. Madison, don't listen to what those idiots say to you. Look where YOU are. Your with me. A country star that lots of girls love. But out of all of them, I chose YOU. I love you. And I will always mean it."
Hunter gives me a tight, long hug. After that he places his hands on my warm,wet cheeks and wipes my tears away and kisses me. "Everything will be okay as long as your with me." He assures me.