Fuck You

Chapter 19

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Emilia
I let out a groan as I slowly walked to the bathroom. I felt like I was about to throw up.

Oh god, I can't believe I asked Rio to kiss me. I mean all it did was show I still wanted him, way more than he did me. It made me look desperate.

I released the constant pressure on my bladder I had since I woke up. I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. I groaned and brushed my teeth then washed my face. I grabbed a towel and dried my face and hands.

I whined and stepped out of my dress from last night as I walked out of the bathroom.

This is why I don't fucking drink.

I walked back to my room and grabbed a tee-shirt, throwing it on. As I began making tea, I heard a text come from my phone.

We broke up, I read from Emory.

I ran my fingers through my hair, shit. I know she was upset, I felt for her. Her and dylan have been together since college. Emory and I were inseparable all throughout school, we still are. We went to the same college and everything, where she met Dylan.

Neither Emory or I finished college. She dropped out after a year of attending, and I after two years.

I called her and she didn't pick up. I tried again and still no answer. As soon as I get myself together I'm gonna go over there. I sent her a text, aw, i'm sorry :( are you okay? text me back.

I began thinking about Rio again and how I never thanked him for paying for literally seventy five percent of my condo. I would've never asked him to, and if I knew he was I would've said no. I guess that's why he didn't tell me. That and that he's humble.

I smiled.

I dialed his number. "Hey darlin'," he answered immediately. I let out a groan. I heard him chuckle. "I told you you'd be sick," he said.

I rolled my eyes, cringing at how it hurt to even roll my eyes. I sat my tea on the island and walked to the bathroom to search for some excedrine. "I was just thinking and I, uh," I know Eddie told me that he wasn't supposed to tell me, bu now that I knew I couldn't not say thank you. "I never thanked you for helping me get my condo, you payed a lot of money for it. Thank you," I said.

I heard shuffling for a bit and a door close. "Eddie can't keep shit from you," he chuckled.

Rio
"I never thanked you for helping me get my condo, you payed a lot of money for it. Thank you," she said.

I looked over at Nicole who was still sleep. I stood up from her bed and walked out of her room.

I only slept here because after I took Emilia home, she called me crying. First I thought it was a bullshit excuse to get me over there because I haven't had sex with her since, I don't know, forever? She was angry when I first stopped, trying anything to get me to "like" her again. But the truth is I never did. And then there's that time she was over my house and I couldn't get fucking hard. But I mean, that wasn't a surprise, I didn't want her, I never even thought about having sex with her anymore. I don't know why, I guess I just don't want to do anything with her anymore.

But it wasn't one of her excuses to get me to come over, she was actually crying and I guess I was the only stable, permanent male in her life. She said the guy from the party wanted to have sex with her and she didn't. Now when she told me that I laughed, because when does Nicole not want to have sex?

But I realized she wasn't joking, like she was actually scared that he was going to come back so I slept over her house last night. Despite her nasty attitude and how bitchy and mean she is, she actually has a good heart, it's just fucked up. If someone were to hear what she went through her entire life, they would understand why she is the way she is.