Musings of the Insane

Forgive me

I've done horrible things.
I've hurt the people closest to me.
I've always been a monster,
Never succumbing to emotions.
But then I met you,
And it was like an explosion,
Turning my world upside down
As I tried to make peace with
Myself.
The human part of me
That I'd been scared of for
So long.
I think back to everything
I've done,
Try and understand how I
Could've been so...
Cold.
So...
Broken.
You should be scared,
Running the other direction.
But I don't want you to.
I want you to see beyond my past,
Beyond the lies
And the indifference I fake.
I want you to rip open my chest
And look into my heart
And see the burning passion
I have, only for you.
To see how much I truly need you.
I am asking you to forget
everything I was before,
Because that person no longer exists.
She died,
Too overwhelmed by the
Fire burning deep in my heart.
I'm asking you to
Forgive me.