So Tired

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Useless thoughts

and jumbled words,

a  life of pain

and endless scars,

and yet my heart keeps beating strong,

refusing to give up.

I wish it would.

I'm so tired,

of hope and confusion

and disappointment.

But my heart keeps

dragging me back for more.

But I'm just so

fucking tired of everything.

I'm just going to lay down,

and take a long, deep,

dreamless nap.

And hopefully

I'll never

wake.



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