We got back in at night and the house was quiet. I pulled his hand so he was close behind me. We went down to my room and he locked the door. "I can't believe you have a pool in your room. Do you ever use it?" He asked. "Last time was when I snorted up and jumped in it. " I laughed and fell back against my bed. I looked up at him and he got on top of me kissing my neck. "You're such a bad girl karma. " He whispered and begun sucking on my neck. I moaned closing my eyes.
The next morning i woke up and Bryan was gone. "Bryan?" I called feeling my heart race. I ran to my bathroom and it was open. I walked in and nothing. I ran back to my room trying to calm down. "You okay?" I heard a voice behind me I turned and there he was. "Bryan!" I said and ran to him hugging him. " I got breakfast for you. Calm down. " He chuckled. I kissed him. "Sorry. " I lightly said. "No problem. Let's eat and then you can get ready. " He simply said.
I took a shower and got ready. "What are we gonna do today?" Bryan asked me as I came out the bathroom. "I don't know. " I said with a pout and sat on his lap. I held his jaw and smiled. "I have a question. " He said putting his arms around me "Yea baby?" I lightly said. "Where's your parents honey?" He asked confused. "Wow. " I said actually puzzled. "I really don't know. I'm used to them not being around. " I said and shrugged. "They work over in other countries and stuff. " I added. "Okay. Just asking. " He lightly said.
We left the house about 40 minutes later we left the house and it was was gorgeous out. We played in a big grass field. Then Bryan pulled down on the ground. "Serious time!" He said stuffing his hands into his pocket. I crawled to him. "Will you... end it with me?" He asked lightly. "What?" I asked lightly. He pulled his hands put and had white pills. "I'm don't with life and I want to die with you. " He said not focused. This scared me. "Cyanide pills. " He lightly said. "No. We're not doing this!" I said trying to push the pills put his hand. "Why would you want to stay in this fucked up world?" He asked flying at me. I fell back as he put his knees on my arms. "Please stop! You're scaring me!" I yelled. "I'm gonna drop some in your mouth I'm a few minutes. I just wanna talk first. " He said counting some pills into his hands. "You're not happy. " He added. "Yes I was !" I said breathing hard. Tears were now flowing. "You're so beautiful. " He said lightly. "Bryan you don't have to!" I cried. "Sh. We will both see our true love no shutup and take your medicine!" He said pushing his palm into my mouth. I felt the pills hit the back of my throat. Tears rushed to my eyes as I begun choking. He pulled me up and some fell down my throat as others sat on my tongue. "You're so beautiful. " He said sitting back and chugged his other hand full of pills. I spit out the pills but I was feeling dizzy. "Calm down and let it happen. "Bryan grabbed my arm. I coughed crawling away from him but then i dropped. I saw the grass sticking from the ground as my body felt foreign.
