"We will see you. Don't worry about school. " My brother said helping me with my bags. I hugged him. "Thanks." I hugged him. "You're welcome karma. You know it's always been me and you. " He smiled. "....And Darrian. " I added. "Yessir. " Kameron said laughing. "Okay leave now. " I told him as we got to the door. "You sure...." he asked sad. "Yes. " I hugged him. "Okay. " He kissed my cheek.
I walked in scared. I was shaking. This time it was about me and only me. Not the drugs nor alcohol but me. "Is that who I think it is?" a voice echoed. I turned and it was Timmy. I looked at him and his eyes softened. "You okay?" he came to me holding my face. "I relapsed and now I'm here for real help now. " I sighed. His hands move down to my shoulders. "I'm happy to see you but I'm sad you're going through this. "He rubbed my shoulders. I put my hand over his on my shoulder nodding. I stepped forward laying my head to his chest but I only reached his lower chest.
"Welcome Karma to the group. " A man was here. People smiled at me. This was a different kind of people. "Tell us your story and why you're here. " The man said. I saw Timmy sitting directly in front of me. I closed my eyes. "I'm severely depressed. " I started. "I had a abortion at the age of 16 and I turned to drugs to comfort me. " I murmured. "Okay. Do you think you could've changed the past?" he asked. I nod doing a good job to bit cry.
"You did good. " Timmy said as people cleared out. He held my sides balling up my shirt. "Thanks. I just really need help. " I smiled nodding. "And you're gonna get this. " He laughed hugging me. It was a warm hug that made me feel safe and sound.
"You two should kiss. "A woman came up to me and Timmy. I blushed. The bonfire was awesome. "We already have!" Timmy told her chuckling. We were sitting on logs so me and him were in the same log. "Well do it again." She cheered. Timmy looked at me and I smacked my hand over my mouth blushing like crazy. Timmy leaned over smiling. I nod and slowly removing my hands. He kissed my lips calmly hooking his arm around the back of my neck and his other hand came up to the side of my face. I held the log pushing myself up as our lips move in synch. He leaned back a little but went back in kissing me more slow and hotly. Then be leaned back. People begun cheering and I turned stark red. What is it about this boy that makes me so shy? Timmy laughed along and I stood up running inside. I heard feet behind me. "Karma! " it was Timmy calling me. I stopped and turned to face him. "Why you run?" He asked cocking his head. "Because. I'm so embarrassed!" I laugh covering my face. He came to me wrapping his arms around me. "Don't ever be embarrassed, you're the most gorgeous girl I ever met. " He spoke in a calm serious voice. I looked up smiling at this gently giant. He looked to be so into me but so was Darrian and he caused me so much pain. He leaned down but pulled me forward so our lips could meet perfectly without anyone of us doing to much. My hand went up holding his face and he pulled me to him more bending his knees. He picked me up swinging me. "I remember when I first saw you. I was like 'Damn that girl is cute!'" he smiled still holding me up. I wrap my legs around his waist giggling. "Oh and she is short. " He joked. "Well no, you're really tall!" I smiled. He leaned in kissing me more.i held his face smiling. He let me down. "I will see you in the morning pretty girl. " He told me kissing my forehead. "Okay. " I smiled nodding.
I woke up thee next morning excited. We have another group therapy.
"Where's Timmy?" I asked others and they shrugged. I sat on our couch confused. "Okay everyone. One of our own, Timmy Brewer is having family trouble. He left early this morning but has agreed to get help in his city while he is there. " The woman said. After she that I felt a huge disconnect.
