I arrived at a new rehab and it was smaller. I was escorted in by a lady. She had my two suitcases. "We are excited to have you I'm Margo. " She smiled to big. We got to the door and she used her card to open it. "Welcome." She said taking a deep breath. It looks very posh. "The right side is males and the left is females. " She explained turning to the left. "Your room is 13. " She explained. We walked down the hall and I felt like time froze again. We got to the door. "Go ahead and make yourself comfortable. You're actually in time for our fort session in 30 minutes. I will come get you. " She smiled. I nodded and opened the door "here's your key. " She said holding it out. I took it and walked into the plain room. She put my suitcases against the door and left.
There was a knock and when I opened the door, it was a girl. She looked around my age. "I'm Agnes. I'm across the hallway from you. Margo wanted me to get you for the meeting. " She smiled. "Hello I'm karma. " I smiled and walked out. "How old are you?" She asked me. "18. " I simply said. "19. " She smiled at me. I followers her and we arrived back at the reception. We went the hallway straight from the entrance. "today we are in 1. " She said going to the first door. She opened it and it was a big room. These people didn't look as bad as the others from my last rehab. I sat by Margo in the single chairs. "Hello group. Welcome karma to our family. " Margo told the group. Agnes sat in the chair next to me. Everyone was around my age. They all said hello. One guy stood out. He was in the corner looking bored but was hot and looked completely normal. He looked up and smiled at me. I smiled back looking away. Come on karma, this happened before. You tried to flirt at rehab and he over dosed and you were devastated. But this boy was super cute. "Bryan is also new. " Margo said. The cute boy sat up. "How about you two share what's going on. " Margo added. Bryan stood up. "I'm Bryan. I was a singer. I got addicted to just about every form of drugs there is, I tried them all and liked them. I got dropped from my label after only 2 years and I fell into depression causing me to rely on drugs heavily. Finally I realized I need help. Glad I got here before it's too late. " He smiled. Wow, maybe he isn't like Timmy. He sat down and I stood up. "I'm karma and I've been battling depression for over 2 years coping it with drugs. I've overdosed more than once and this is my 3rd trip to rehab after actually trying to end my life by getting high and jumping in my pool." I shrugged. I sat down.
"Who are you?" Bryan ambushed me after group. My eyebrows came up. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "I've seen you somewhere karma. " He said confidently. "I don't think so. I don't remember you. " I shake my head. He took a step back. "Wait...." He said looking up in thought. Do you know a Darrian.... I forget the last name. Hangs out with a guy named kameron. " he said squinting his eyes. "Yes. Kameron is my brother."i stand straighter. "So what's that bitch Darrian doing with life?" Bryan asked looking at me. His eyes were like a goldish rusty brown. "Not sure. I don't get along with him. " I shrug. "So we do have something in common. See you around karma. " He said with a smile and cocked his head up walking backwards. "You too Bryan. " I smirked.
I was walking around this calm place confused. This is like a completely different rehab. "Pssss. " Something knocked me from my day dream. I looked up and it was a guy. "Uh hello. " I say looking up. "You okay?" He asked with a creepy smile. "Yea. " I nodded. he sat by me on the bench. I stared at him. "You do drugs eh?" He asked still with this cheesy creepy smile. "I did. " I say turning to face him and scooting away. "I'm not trying to turn you on. Do you need some?" He asked. Turn me on? What the hell? "Uh yea. " I say without thinking. he stood up. "Well I got it. What are you gonna trade?" He asked. "uh money?" I lightly say. "No.... now we're on the lines of turning me on. " He say smiling huger. "I'm not a prostitute. " I simply say standing up. "How about a kiss?" He asked grabbing my hand. "I will give you a small bag for a kiss. " He added eagerly. I was closer now and this guy looked pretty weird. Like everything was the same color. His hair was a light tanish color along with his eyes and skin. "Small bag of what?" I asked. "Anything.." he pulled me by my hand. I looked around and nobody was in this hall and I don't see a camera. "I want coke. " I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Okay. " He smiled dipping down and kissing me. I felt him slip something into my butt pocket and gripped my butt. "Okay. " I stepped back. i put my hand in my pack pocket and it was a tiny bag. Like those little bags at clothing stores that come on cloths with a extra button! It wasn't even full. "What did you think you were gonna get for a kiss?" The guy frowned suddenly looking evil. "What's your name?" I asked. "I don't tell bitches my name. " He shrugged and begun walking away. Then a door opened. I jumped and it was Bryan. we stared at each other. "So you're just gonna do that?" He asked coming to me. "Do what?" I asked softly. He got close to me and pulled the bag from my butt pocket. "Bryan!" I yelled. "This is how young stupid girls like you die. What if he mixed other things into this karma?" He asked serious. "Give me it back!" I angrily said. "No! So you can die?" He asked. "I heard you and that kid. Kissing for drugs!" He said. I turned red. "You don't need this shit karma. " He shook his head. I walked away from him embarrassed.
I arrived at my room and my phone was buzzing. "Hello?" I asked softly. "It's me Greta. " I heard her voice, it sounds like hog she has something to say. "Remember Yonis?" She lightly asked. "Yes. " I say scared. "Well his house blew up and they think it's from making drugs. " She said. It probably was. "Is Yonis okay?" I quickly ask. "No. He died." she said cracking into tears. "Oh no. " I fell down on my bed feeling tears. "His funeral is this Friday. " She softly said. "I need to go. " I cried.
A bell rung for lunch and there was a knock. "Hello!" It was Agnes. "Hi. " I pulled the straps on my shirt. "Ready for lunch?" She asked overly excited.
I sat at the table staring at the hole in the center. First day has been crap. Agnes was up getting food. "Hey. " I heard a voice said. Bryan sat across from me. i just looked at him waiting for him to justify his presence. "Agnes invited me to sit with you two." He shrugged. Damn Agnes. "Listen, you look a bit..... upset. Is everything okay?" He asked serious. "My friend died. " I sighed. "Aw karma, I'm so sorry. " He lightly said. "Thanks Bryan. " I softly say. "You're not leaving right?" He asked. "I have to go to his funeral. " I harshly said. "No! I know this line. Then you smoke or snort some drugs because you need it or that it's a one time thing. You leave here emotional and you will die. " He simply said. Then I thought of Timmy. "I got you a pudding cup and ham sandwich!" Agnes plopped next to me.
