"Well. " Timmy said. "Well?" I asked at the bonfire. The fire blazed tall and he held my waist. "Today is your last day and...." he trailed off. "And?" I asked flipping my hair. "And we might not see each other again. " He shrugged. He lives in Georgia and I'm Florida. "It's not a big difference. We can fly to each other and hang out. " I suggested. "Sure. " He nodded i was looking straight up. He leaned down kissing me. I stood on my tippy toes moving my hand to his neck pulling him down closer. "Thank you for helping me through rehab. " I hugged him.
"Hey. " Kam said grabbing my stuff. I hugged my brother. "You look very healthy. I almost forgot the old you. " He gently said. "Yea... me too. " I took a deep breath.
"Look how healthy you are. " Darrian was at the gates. My jaw dropped. "What are you doing here?"i asked. "To greet you!" he went to me hugging me. I stood there not hugging him back. I felt my temptation of drugs come when he looked at me. I walked into the empty house. "Where's dad?" I asked. "You think he really couldn't stay away from work?" kameron asked chuckling. "Welcome back sister. " He hugged me. I nodded and went to my room feeling a war in my head.
I laid in bed coming back from a high state. I looked around and touched my mouth. It felt warm and sticky. I looked at my hand and it was blood. I touched the area and went to my nose. It was crumby with dry blood. I fell to my side. Then my phone rung. "Hello?" I asked. "Hi karma how are you?" it was Tommy. "I'm- I'm doing good. Jut tired. " I murmured unable to open my eyes. "Well I will let you get some sleep beautiful. I just wanted to make sure you got home fine..." he said. "Okay Tom Tom!" I smiled giggling. "Goodnight lovely. " he gently said. "Goodnight. " I said hanging up.
"You okay?" kameron asked me in the morning. "Can I confess something to you?" I asked feeling guilty. "Yea of course, what's going on?" he asked standing in front of me at the island. I was in the bar stool. "I have depression. " I gently said. "I know. Why?" he asked. "Did you know I had an abortion?" I asked. He gasped. "What?" he asked token back. "I had an abortion, I swear. " I shake my head looking up. The consoler told me I should discuss some things with someone I'm close to. "When?" he sat forward scared. "2 years ago. " I softly said with tears welling. My brothers mouth slowly gaped terrorized. "When you were 16?" He asked with a break in his voice. "Yes and that real traumatized me Kam." I dropped my head. "Why did you get it?" he asked. "I had to. The guy I was with told me he couldn't help and wanted nobody to know about us or that it was his. " I shook my head thinking about it now. "Oh my god. Why didn't you tell me? I would've kicked this guys ass! I would've helped you karma! I'm sorry you went through that alone. " He held my arms. i nodded looking into his eyes. "I couldn't. " I simply said. He softly looked away. "Hey guys!" Darrian strolled in. Kameron stood straight. I got up and went to the fridge. "What's wrong?" Darrian asked sitting at the table. "Nothing." Kameron answered for me probably not wanting me to say it again. I stood up and went to Darrian. "I'm fine. " I tell him and walk to my room.
