Rehab was a relaxing experience. Margo never came back and we nobody ever told us anything. Me and Bryan were being discharged the same day. "These past 90 days have been perfect with you Ms. Karma Jewels. " Bryan told me gently. "Are you going to fly to Florida to see me baby?" I asked him lightly. He was going to his parents house in North Carolina. "Yea of course. " He said and hugged me. I took a deep breath. we were both packed and waiting to be picked up. "Don't do anything stupid. " I finally said and tears shot to my eyes. "Karma. I'm a new man. These 90 days were a great blessing. I don't need to be high if I got you. " He told me. I looked up at him and he kissed me. "Don't you do anything stupid either missy. I know you adore me and are going to miss me." he chuckled. "I won't. " I smiled. "Be good seriously though. I love you. " He said a bit more serious. "I don't know what I would do if I heard you overdosed karma. " He added. I nodded lightly feeling tears. Like when Timmy died. "I understand. You too. " I told him barely keeping in my pain... Wait, I still have pain in my heart. "I love you. I told him lightly seeing my brother come. "You too." He kissed my cheek.
Being home felt so different. "Where's Greta and Darrian?" I asked him. "Not sure. " He honestly said. Then the doorbell rung. "thats probably them. " Kameron chuckled. "Yea. " I nodded. I sat in the living room feeling like a new person but I felt it wasn't real. "hey baby girl! are you coming to Darrian's kick back today?" Greta said sitting on my lap kissing my cheek. "I'm not sure if I should. There will probably be temptations." I giggled. "What, dick?" She asked. "No... drugs. " I told her as if she thought I was gone for the past 3 months on vacation. "Oh yea! See I forgot, you were like the last person I would expect that happen to. You were like a angel. " She said serious. This made me feel a bit guilty. "Yea. " I simply said. "I
Say you come and I will be there to kick your ass if you even look at drugs. " She kissed my cheek again. I looked at her and we kissed. She kissed me longer holding my face. Our lips moved in synch and i hugged her. "I better stop. " I laughed. Great got up and pulled me up. "Who knows. Maybe Bryan likes a-" "were you two just kissing?" My brother interjected.
i covered my face blushing.
"Yea I'm home and safe. " I said on the phone with Bryan. "Me too. I love you. " He said soothingly. I laid back into My bed feeling horny. "You okay?" He asked lightly. "Yes I'm touching myself. " I giggled putting my hand into my underwear. "Think of me " He whispered making me tingle. "Oh. " I groaned. I brought my knees up. "I want to make love to you right now. " He told me sensual. "Oh! What else?" I asked closing my eyes.
"You look sexy!" Greta told me as I walked out the room. "Thanks babe. " I smiled. Kameron and Darrian came out and they looked nice also. "Wow." Darrian said looking at me. "Eyes off. " Kameron said serious. "Yea. " Greta frowned. I smiled and looked away.
We got to the party and it was pumping! I bounced to the beat and Bailey came behind me holding my waist. I dipped down grinding into her. 'Freak my shit' the music played. I bounced on her and she let go. I looked back and Darrian stood behind me. I stood up and he leaned forward. "You look nice. " He told me in my ear. I put a thumbs up. He leaned forward again. "Are you still with Bryan?" He asked. I nodded and he smiled lightly. "I hope he treats you like the princess my dumb ass didn't. " He said. I nodded agreeing. "I'm really sorry and I want to be friends. Like real friends. " He said. "I don't know. " I told him and shrugged. He was about to say something but Greta was back and pulled me. "Want a drink?" She asked. I nodded and followed her to the kitchen. It was a bit quieter. I went and sat on the counter. Greta came up and hugged me laying her head on my chest. I scooted closer to her wrapping my legs around her. She rubbed my back and looked up at me. I smiled and she leaned up kissing me. I kissed her back. "We're fucking tonight. " She whispered. "I have to call Bryan and see. " I lightly said. "He will say yes. " She laughed and moved to the fridge. I pulled my phone out a f dialed his #. "Hello?" His voice sounded tired. "Hi baby it's me. I have a question. " I softly say. "What's up boo?" He asked. "Can me and my friend have sex?" I lightly asked and regretted how I worded it. "Have you died? He'll no!" Bryan said serious. "It's a girl baby?" I reasoned. Greta came over over and took the phone handing me a beer. I took a swig sighing. "Hey Bryan." Greta said. "Yea I just want to have fun with her. " She said giggling. "You can join next time. " She said and looked up. "Okay. " She said nodding. "I will. " She said and hung up. "He said yes and that he loved you. " She said coming to me. I held her face and kissed her. "Let's go home. " She whispered into my ear. "Okay. " I agreed.
We got back to the house and we were both drunk. "I'm want you do bad. " Greta told me as we closed my door and locked it. "Me too and I'm ready. " I told her holding her hand as we carefully walked down the steps. My pool was drained. We walked to my bed and Greta pushed me back pulling my skirt down. She quickly pulled my underwear down and went to work.
The next morning was terrible. I was hung over and sweaty. I picked myself up and went to my bathroom. I pushed my hair back and stared at my reflexion. I took a deep breath and felt my head pounded. I sighed and walked back to into my room. Greta laid in my bed snoring. I grabbed my phone and went back to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and sat on the toilet. I dialed Bryans number and sat back closing my eyes. "Baby?" I heard him said serious. "Hi. " I said. "You okay?" He asked concerned. "Yea. I'm sorry. " I lightly said. "What's going on?" He asked more confused. "I'm sorry for sleeping with Greta. I feel stupid. I'm so sorry. I was drunk last night. " I said and tears fell down my eyes. "Do you remember what all happened?" He asked soothingly. "Yea I do. " I lightly said. "You didn't relapse right?" He asked slow. "No. Dear god no." I told him getting sick to my stomach. "That's all I'm concerned with. I talked to your friend last night remember?" He asked slowly. "Yea but I don't want you to sleep with her." I told him lightly. He chuckled. "I want you karma. " He said assuring. "I love you. " I said and smiled. "I love you too. " He said. "I was thinking of flying down there to you next week. " He said. "YES!" I said excited. "Alright baby girl. I have to go. " He simply said. "Where you going?" I asked. "Therapy. " He said quick. I didn't know what to say. "We can talk later. Love you. " He said and hung up.
