"I... uh love you.." He told me gently and got on his knees. I looked down at him as he looked at me. "Would you be talking to me if i had that baby?" I asked and tears struck my eyes. His eyes turned cold. "I don't know Karma.." He softly whispered. "I told myself.... i would never love you again..." I shook my head. "Again... why?" He gaze went soft. "What if we both fall madly in love and have children... We already had an abortion and i would feel 10x times more guilty then i do now." I sighed. "Then we won't...we won't have kids, i don't care! I love you!" He crawled to me putting his chin on my knees. "Darrian... go away. Go back to college, find you a gorgeous blond virgin and love her...because you won't get nothing from me..." I turned away so i was fully facing the window waiting for him to leave.
~ Darrian's p.o.v ~
"I left feeling like shit, this whole plan was shit, why did i think she would suddenly like me? I sat in my car after wathing her in her window. "Maybe she's right but i can't shake my feelings for her. I wanted her to know i 'm different now, i won't hurt her again. I want to marry her. "Hey!" There was a knock at my window. "You alright?" A man asked. I nodded and turned my car on. I drove foward angry. I pulled my phone out an dialed a number I thought I would never Dial again. "Hello?" her sickly voice got evil. "Rasha, i need some now!" I yelled. "Alright baby, you know I always got you." she spoke.
Her blond hair was down her back. I went to her and grabbed her as angry. "Whoa playboy." she hit my chest. "I'm here for sex and drugs." I pulled her inside.
