"hi." I saw him come in through the glass window. "Hey." He said and i turned to look at him. "Do you have any on you?" I sighed. "No, i haven't seen you in 2 weeks and that's what you ask Karma?" He asked. "I'm sorry.... i'ill suck your dick for crack Darrian, better?" I asked irritated. "A kiss would have been better and i can see you haven't gotten better." He shrugged. I stood up and went to him. "Can you please go out and get me some?" I grabbed his collar. He held my waist. "Listen i love you Karma." He blinked his eyes. I stared at him. "Are you trying to fuck me over again Darrian!" I pushed him back. "No! I love you for you."He reached out for me. "No! Darian stop! We're mot gonna do this again!" I went and sat at the window. "Oh my god KArma i thought you for-" "I will never forget. You maybe have, but i haven't..."
~2 years ago....~
"Shh." He laughed pulling me through the crowd. "Darrian!" I laughed and we were outside. "Karma, youre so beautiful." He tucked a piece of my hair back as the wind wipped around us. I smiled up at him. "LEt's head to my place." He flagged a taxi down holding my hand..
"Darrian!" I gasped as he picked me up under my butt bringing me in his house. "Shhh." He sat me down on my feet and brought my face up to his kissing me softly. He pulled me up pulling my legs around his waist as the ora went quiet and serious. He licked my lips and i opened wrapping my arms around his neck holding him tight. His tongue slithered in and my body shook. He deepened our kiss and i felt his hand on my back unzipping my dress. "What about Kameren?" I asked worried. "IS he here?" Darrian looked around and i threw my head back laughing. He sat me on my feet again and turned me around. "This dress is sexy but it's coming off right now." He laughed and i felt it fall off me. "You're turn..." Iturned holding my chest, i felt so expsosed. He pulled his shirt off and unbottoned his pants. I helped pull them down. "There.." He smiled. His eyes roamed my body but mine did the same to him. Then i saw the tent in his boxer. I blushed looking away. "LEt's go to my room." He held my hand gently pulling me.
**1 month later**
"Darrian...can we talk?" I asked seeing my brother asleep on the couch. He looked up from his phone. "Sure, i was just leaving though so can we do this fast?" He asked and i held my arms. He got up and followed me to the kitchin. "ALright..." He asked and i sighed. "I uhm missed my period this month." I looked into his eyes. "What does that mean KArma, please make sense." He said frustrated. "Usually if a girl misses a period.. and she's had sex, it means she's probably pregnant." I shrunk. "OH no... nonono."He took a deep breath. "Karma..." He softly said. "Yea?" I responded. "We have to get rid of it." He looked serious. "Get rid of it?" I asked scared and begun crying. "You're 16... I'm going off to college in 4-5 months... be reaal!" He shook his head. "I don't want one though!" I cried. "Then you can't tell anyone it's mine because i can't have a kid right now Karma!" He shrugged. "...i'ill take you for the abortion baby and pay for it but that's about all i can do.." He added. "Okay..." I felt defeated and stupid. I was blinded by his false emotions for me which is so crazy and heart breaking!
*2 weeks later.*
"Arn't you coming in?" I asked tears springing to my eyes. "I have to talk to the college football recruiter.It's already paid for and i'ill be back in a few hours to pick you up.
"Hi." I softly said getting up from the seat. "Hey, did it go well?" He asked. "Yea.. the doctor said i'ill come in, in about 2 weeks.." I told him. "That's good, i'm glad we got this done early." He smiled. I looked away feeling myself bleed. We got to the car and he didn't even open it. I slid in groaning. "How long are you gonna be down?" He asked turning the car on. "he said for 1 day." I felt uncomfortable. "That's good so nobody should figure it out." He let a breath out. "Yea..." I begun biting my nails. "In the future you will thank me." He rubbed my knee. Tears softly dripped down my cheek hitting my hands in my lap. "Are you hurting?" He asked suddenly. I nodded holding my eyes closed shaking my right leg. "Do i need to take you back?" He asked. "No." I shook my head and we arrived to my street. I knew i wanted to get high, hardcore high...
