"I love you. " Greta told me lightly. "Where did that come from?" I giggled. i looked up and she had tears. "Greta?" I asked standing up. "I didn't know. I promise i didn't. " She told me looking up. "Huh?" I asked. "I hooked up with Darrian a couple years back. " She said pressing her lips."dont tell me that. I don't care. " I shook my head. "You love him!'you still love him karma!" she cried. "No I don't!" I suddenly screamed high. I took a deep breath. "I don't. " I mutter. I begun sobbing not even realizing why. "I'm so sorry. " She cried. I held my eyes. I felt her next to me pulling my head to her chest.
"Hey karma. " Darrian told me walking into the kitchen. He had a goofy look. "I hate you!" I yelled grabbing his throat. "Who's karma!" kameron ran in trying to pull me off. "No! stop kameron!" I yelled tightening my hands but kameron plied my fingers off. "Wanna know something unfortunate?" I asked my brother but didn't give him time to answer. "It was Darrian! it's been him the whole time! He's the guy who knocked me up and made me get a abortion!" i told him angry. Kameron's face went from 0
To 50 to 100 then back to 0, it scared me. "Stop kidding about that. " He smiled. "I'm not." I honestly said. Darrian clutched his chest in fright. i shrugged kameron off me. "He fingered me last night before you came to me room. " I smirked. I pulled my hood up and Trotted outside.
Here I was at the park. I sat in the swing just sitting there. Why do all good things go bad. Darrian was the nicest guy I had in my life, suddenly he just turned on me and Timmy, oh dear god I miss him. I loved that guy. But he died. "Uhmm. Your life is worth it. " A guy told me awkwardly. "Huh?" I looked up. This guy was gorgeous. Soft blond hair and light brown almost hazel eyes. "You look depressed. " He told me lightly. "Oh!" I realized what he meant now. "Yea..... are you okay?" he asked. "Yeah. Just thinking about things. " I smiled falsely. "Okay. " He smiled back. "You look familiar?" he told me after a couple of awkward seconds. "Well you don't. " I stood up. "I remember now. Karma, right?" he asked. I nod awkward. "I had the biggest crush on you freshman year, Cole. " He laughed. "You were in my year?" I asked amazed. "Yea. I never reached out because I always saw you with Darrian. " He shrugged. "Yea. I thought he was cool back then. He was my brother's best friend. " I shrug. "So do you still have this crush?" I asked trying to forget Darrian and his roller coaster ways. "I mean, you're still very beautiful. " He said shocked. I smiled. "I mean, can I have your number?" he asked "yea. " I nod.
"Shhhhhh. " I told Cole holding his hand pulling him down the steps. He laughed. "Wow. Your room is nice. " Cole said. "Yea. Maybe we can swim in the morning. " I told him and we made it to my bed and I pushed him back. "Now, we sleep. " I smiled. I pulled my shirt off and and unbuttoned my pants. I crawled onto Cole pulling his belt off and pulled his pants off. He pealed his shirt off himself and pulled me back to him. "I need to cuddle. " I smiled. "Then I will cuddle you. I don't want to move to fast. I like you. " Cole smiled. i nod turning on my side
I woke up and felt a arm heavily on me. I sat up and it fell onto my lap. Cole laid there snoring softly. I put my hand on his soft hair. I want Darrian. I want him here in my bed cuddling me but he's no good. "You okay?" Cole murmured. "Yea. " I softly said twisting a lock of his hair. He rose sitting up. "That was the best sleep I've had in awhile. " He smiled stretching. I nodded and smiled back. "I have a class soon. Text me okay?" he said looking at his watch. "Yea. " I smiled. He leaned over and his lips lingered in front of mine but kissed the corner of my mouth "catch you later karma. " He got up pulling his cloths on.
"So are we gonna talk?" kameron finally said. "About what?" I asked getting up to put my bowel in the sink. "The fact you kept that from me for sooo..... long. " He said and I almost started crying. "Because, I'm not your bestfriend. " I shrugged. He sighed. "I never wanted this to happen to you. " He told me. "It's not your fault. It was mine and Darrian's. It's fine though. Were fine. Everything is fine kameron." I told him. "So why are there guys walking out your room in the morning?" he suddenly asked. "It's nothing. It's only been Cole and we're probably gonna date." I sighed.
"Shutup!" I giggled rolling on my bed. "I'm so serious. You're the cutest girl I ever met. " Cole's slow calming voice. "Come visit me. " I pouted. "Why?" he asked and I could hear his smirk. "Geez I don't know. " I smiled at my ceiling. "I will if you promise we'ill make out. " He chuckled. "Okay. " I turned on my stomach.
"Cole!" I smiled as he stood at the front door. I jumped up hugging him. He held me walking back a bit. "Can I have a kiss?" he asked lowly. "Yea. " I smiled looking up at him. His lips were puckered slightly and I kissed them. I smiled at him and he laughed. "Okay let's go inside. " I taunt pulling him in.
"Oh my god!" I jumped as the murderer begun stabbing the stupid girl. "damn!" Cole laughed. I pushed my head into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me as screams erupted. Then the room went dark. I curled my legs up and I out my head into Cole's neck. Then Cole pulled my head up kissing me slowly. Our lips slowly rotated. My hand went to the side of his neck. He held my sides I turned so my legs could wrap around his waist. Both our lips opened and we slowly inched out tongue into each other's lips. Then there was a knock. "I will be back. " I smiled. His hand lightly fell off me. "Alright. Hurry. " He laughed. I went to the door and opened it. "Hey!" it was Darrian. A girl was on his arms. She was blond and thin. Just how he likes them I guess. "Uhmm kameron told me he was here. " Darrian said. "Yea. " I walked away. I went back to Cole holding my hands for him. He took them standing up. He pulled my hands behind him so I was against him. "What do you wanna do?" he asked me lightly. he let go of my hands and put his hands on my shoulder. "Hey karma. Come here." Kameron said from the kitchen.
