Over the next weeks I grew sadder. After missing Yonis' funeral. Agnes is like my annoy best rehab friend. Bryan has been a tough nice person to me.
"You look sadder everyday karma. " Bryan softly said laying his head in my lap as we sat outside on the patio swing. "I get sadder everyday. " I sighed. I'm getting better but more depressed. "Talk to me. You know you're like my little sister. " He smiled. "I already had a guy like that in my life. " I shook my head. "Is he the one that did all that stuff to you?" Bryan asked lightly touching my arm. "Yea. " I nodded. "I'm sorry. " He sighed closing his eyes. He took a deep breath and sat up. "How can I make you happy?" He asked staring me into my eyes. "I don't know. " I shrugged. "Hey guys!" Agnes came out spinning in circles. "Agnes makes me happy. " I chuckled.
I walked into group and Agnes was in there crying. "Agnes!" I went to her. "What's wrong?" I asked her getting upset myself. "My boyfriend back home has been cheating on me." She said said low and deep. I didn't recognize this Agnes. "I'm so sorry Agnes. " I tell her hugging her. She laid her head on my chest crying hard. "I'm glad I have you and Bryan. You guys are amazing!" She sniffed. "I'm glad I met you guys too. " I softly say stroking her hair. "Do you like Bryan?" She asked looking up at me. "No, you can totally have him. " I shrugged. "No!" She smiled sitting up. "I don't want him. It always feels like you two have some type of bond. " She lightly said. "No. He just tries to fix me. " I shrugged. "i think he really likes you. " She smiled. "I already tried the rehab fling. It ended horribly. " I chuckled. "No. I really feel like you two....." "Hello ladies. " Margo came in. Agnes gave me a look telling me this conversation wasn't over.
"I wonder why Bryan wasn't in group. " Agnes lightly said. "Me too. He usually doesn't miss any. " I agreed. "Let's go to his room." She whispered.
We secretly went to the boys side and Agnes stopped at a door. How she knows this is his room is none of my business. She opened it and I almost ran. "Agnes! We need to knock. " I told her not stepping in. "Come on. " She told me serious. "we're gonna get caught. " she said pulling me in. "What are you two doing?" Bryan was suddenly by the doorway. "Me and karma were worried about you. " Agnes said. "Thanks." He said and went to me hugging me. "Thanks. " He told Agnes and hugged her. "I'm fine. " He nodded. "Why'd you miss group?" I asked. "I have diarrhea. " He said awkward. "Oh!" I say surprised. "Okay..." Agnes said looking around. "Yea and its explosive." He laughed. "Ew Bryan!" I gagged. He went to me and picked me up throwing me over his shoulder. "Bryan!" I laughed. Then he threw me something soft. It smelt nice. I sat up and realized I was on his bed. "I have a therapy session!" Agnes said going to the door. She left in a hurry. "Wow. " Bryan said turning and looking at me. He went to me and sat by me. "Do you really have diarrhea?" I asked. " No. " He shook his head. "Why'd you lie butt head?" I asked standing up. "Because I didn't want Agnes to worry. "He said and grabbed both my wrist. "She can't take stuff like that. " He lightly said. "What are you talking about?" I asked lightly. He pulled me closer so I stood right in front of him. "Agnes is phyco and crazy. " He said quieter. "Bryan... she loves us. Don't say that. " I shook my head. "I'm not making it up karma. " He said getting up. "She's the one who suggested we check up on you. " I pulled my wrists away and walk to his door. "Just pay more attention karma. " He shrugged. "What ever. " I shook my head and opened the door.
I was walking out the guys hall and I seen Margo. "I need you. " She said serious. I followed her and she walked into a therapy room. I walked in and Agnes was there. She was breaking down. "Karma!" She cried looking around. Tears covered half of her face and it looked devastating. I went to her and hugged her. "They're sending me to a different rehab tomorrow!" Agnes said crying hard and shaking. "I can't be without you!" She added and begun hyperventilating. "Calm down. " I told her lightly. "We can still talk everyday. " I added and rubbed her arms. She nodded.
At lunch Agnes, Bryan and I sat in awkward silence. "Bryan, they're sending me to another rehab. " Agnes lightly he told him. "I hope you get all the help you need." Bryan gently said. "Are you serious?" She asked and her face twisted tears quickly flew down her eyes. "Agnes! What do you want me to say?" Bryan asked irritated. I hugged Agnes shaking my head at Bryan. "Tell me you're gonna miss me and don't want me to leave!" She cried. "Agnes I am going to miss you but if you can get better treatment.. I want the best for you. " He said lighter. Agnes nodded crying gently.
