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——This whole situation could spiral out of control at any moment and slip out of my hands

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This whole situation could spiral out of control at any moment and slip out of my hands. And that wouldn't be good.

I'll see where my relationship with Sope goes.

Let's hope for something good.
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Wednesday was a fairly quiet day at work. I had time to reply to a few of Hoseok's and Yoongi's messages.

At home, before work, I packed a small bag with essentials for the night. I thought that maybe Hoseok will offer me to sleep in his place. Maybe it's naive to expect it, but deep in my heart, I wanted it.

"Hello." I heard Hoseok's voice on the other end of the line.

"Hello. I'm on my way to the car. I'll be with you in a good half an hour." My high heels were echoing on the asphalt in the parking lot.

"I can't wait."

I just smiled and ended the conversation.

But I have to admit, I had already missed him. A lot.

[...]

"Hi, Y/n." Hoseok smiled broadly as he opened the door for me.

"Hi." I stepped into Hobi's apartment for the first time. He hugged me strongly. "The food smells divine, I'm very hungry." I felt my stomach growl.

"I tried very hard to make a delicious dinner. But I'm not the best cook."

"I know it will be delicious. The most important thing is that the person puts a lot of heart into the cooking. Then everything tastes good." I said as we walked into the dining room. There was a beautiful table waiting for me with several plates of food and a bottle of wine.

We both sat down at the table and started to eat. We each told about the last two days. What we did, how we felt.

After dinner, we moved into the living room. The sofa was big and incredibly comfortable.

This is what it means to be very rich. Even the sofas are much more comfortable.

"I need a sofa like this in my apartment. It's even more comfortable than my bed." I laughed as I made myself comfortable on the sofa.

"Well, it's custom made. You should try my bed, it's even more comfortable." Hoseok smirked.

"Maybe I'd better not because if I will like it, I'll never leave your bed." I laughed.

"I certainly wouldn't mind. You're in my bed. I could look at that view every day."

I tried to ignore his words and we continued the conversation. We still have a lot of things to learn about each other.

[...]

"I want to show you my new song. I will release it next month. I want you to listen to it and give me your honest opinion as part of the army." Hobi took his laptop and started looking for the song.

"Oh, wow. I wasn't ready for this." I giggled.

Hobi played a song. The fast music and Hoseok's rap reached my ears.

"The song is amazing. You are so talented. You and the rest of BTS never cease to amaze me. Bravo, Hobi. Fans will love this song."

I gave Hobi's shoulder a friendly pat.

Hobi looked at me with sparkling eyes. "You think so? You think they'll like it?"

"Of course, Hoseok. Stop doubting yourself. You're a wonderful and talented performer. You are one of the best rappers, dancers, and choreographers in this industry. You should be more proud of yourself and your work." I was smiling supportively.

"Oh, Y/n. Thank you. I usually lack a lot of self confidence. Past events still haunt me sometimes."

"Oh, stop it." Tears gathered in my eyes. I never liked to see any of the BTS members sad.

Without thinking too much, I hugged Hoseok tightly. I tried to give him all my love and warmth. I wanted him to feel needed and loved. Hobi responded to my hug and wrapped his arms tightly around me.

"Mmm... You smell amazing." Hobi inhaled my scent.

I was also intoxicated by his perfume. It was strong and sweet.

"I thank fate every day that we met. You know, I can no longer imagine my life without you." Hobi said stroking my cheek when we broke the hug.

"Me too. I'm ashamed to admit it, but I've missed you so much." I got shy and looked away from him as I felt my cheeks start burning.

Hobi gently put his fingers on my chin and gently lifted my head and our eyes met.

"It's nice to know that we both feel the same." A cute smile appeared on his face.

I just smiled shyly.

Then, slowly, looking into my eyes, Hobi came over and kissed me gently. The kiss was gentle, but it was long and passionate. Our first kisses were not like that. This one completely turned my head, but I managed to return it.

Hobi put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I put my arms around his neck. The kiss lasted until we both pulled back, taking deep breaths of air.

"Stay with me tonight. I want to spend as much time as possible with you." Hobi looked at me hopefully.

I giggled. "You should know that this morning I packed a bag with essentials for the night and the morning. I had such thoughts that I may stay with you for the night. Maybe I just wanted that deep inside."

"Great. Where's the bag?" Hobi clapped his hands happily.

"In my car."

"I'll go and get it and you relax here."

A minute later, Hobi slammed the door of the apartment and I was left alone for a while.

I had time to think.

How do I feel about Hobi?

Still just friendly feelings?

But of course, what kind of friendly relationship can I talk about if we kissed again. Friends don't do that.

So who are we? What is our status?

What thoughts are going through Hobi's mind?

Or am I just a distraction for him? A way to forget worries and relax?

And who is he to me?

Maybe he's just a way to relax too? Nothing serious. Just a fun way to pass the time?

Not sure yet. I don't have an answer yet. It's all too complicated and just not clear. I think I just need more time.

I will give up on fate and do what seems best and what I want to do.

I will not burden myself with resentments and negative thoughts.

I will just enjoy life and what it gives me.

"I'm back." Hobi has returned with my bag. "Maybe let's take the showers and get comfortable in bed. We can talk or watch a movie until you will get sleepy. Because I've got another day off tomorrow so I am not in a rush."

"Good idea. I'm going to take a shower first." I stood up from the sofa and took my bag from Hobi's hands.

Hobi showed me the bathroom and all the things I could use.

The whole bathroom was extremely luxurious.

Even though I had money myself, I was not used to such a luxury. So, both Hobi's and Yoongi's houses were unusually luxurious for me.

I took a quick shower and cleaned my face. I dried my hair and went back to the bedroom wearing simple but cute pajamas. Hobi was sitting on the edge of the bed, scrolling on his phone.

"The bathroom is all yours." I smiled at Hobi.

"I won't be long. And you make yourself like at home. You can go to the kitchen for a snack or make tea."

I sat down on the side of the bed and took out my phone. I answered my friends' messages. My friends didn't understand why I didn't call them anymore, why I didn't see them. They don't understand that there are two men in my life who take up all my free time. And I want to spend all my time just with them.

Is that healthy? That I want to spend all my free time with Hobi and Yoongi?

I don't think so. But being with them makes me feel happy, which is the most important thing.

While I was scrolling on Instagram, Hobi came back into the room.

"Weren't you bored while waiting for me?" Hoseok sat down next to me. Shower gel and the smell of cleanliness reached my nose.

"Don't worry, no. I answered my friends' messages. And checked Instagram." I put my phone on the bedside table.

"What do you want to do? Maybe you want to sleep already?" Hobi gently stroked my arm.

"I'm already a little sleepy. But I'll be happy to lie in bed and talk to you some more. I want to try out this insanely comfortable bed." I giggled like a child and snuggled into bed.

Hoseok got comfortable on the bed after me.

We were both lying on our backs. I was staring at the ceiling. Many thoughts were going through my head.

"Y/n? Are you okay?" I felt Hobi turn closer to me.

"Mhm..." I sighed softly. "Too many thoughts running in my head."

"Maybe I can help? What are you thinking about?"

"I don't think so." I chuckled and turned to Hobi, whose gaze was already fixed on me.

"Okay, but what I can do is try to redirect your thoughts. For example, to me."

"That you already occupy a large part of my thoughts. Are you saying I need more?" I smirked and turned to face him.

"You're lying." Hobi raised an eyebrow.

"Why should I? To embarrass myself? That would be stupid." I shrugged my shoulders.

"I wish you wouldn't have to go to work tomorrow so you could spend more time with me." Hobi moved even closer to me.

"I'd like that too. But unfortunately, that's not possible. I work 5 days a week and only have weekends off."

"And what if I don't let you out of this bed or out of my apartment? Would the Seoul court stop without you? But I might not survive without you."

"Oh, Hobi." I laughed out loud. "Just kidnap me, put me in your suitcase and then I'll go everywhere with you."

"I'm being serious and you're mocking me. It's not fair." Hobi pouted playfully.

"Oh no, my baby Hobi. What can I do to make you feel better? How can I redeem my guilt?"

"Hmmm..." Hobi was thinking. "Maybe a kiss? I think I'd feel better then." A little smirk appeared on his face.

"A kiss? I don't think so. Friends don't kiss each other." I shook my head.

"You say we're just friends? But I don't think that your friends know the way your lips taste. Orrr are you kissing with all your male friends?" Hobi snuggled even closer to me. Our noses were almost touching.

"But still, you won't get a kiss."

"Then I will be very sad. Can you live knowing that?"

"Oh no. I won't be able to sleep." I acted dramatically. "Okay. Just one little peck." I leaned over and gently pecked his lips.

When I tried to pull away, Hobi pulled me closer to him and deepened the kiss. 

"Well, now I really feel better. Thank you." Hobi smiled broadly. His eyes sparkled.

"But now I'm unhappy. And maybe angry. It was not a peck, but a long kiss." I rolled my eyes.

"Sorry. I couldn't control myself." He gently brushed his fingers over my lips. "And what can I do for you now that you won't be angry?"

"What can I ask for? Maybe this bed should be mine because it's extremely comfortable." I laughed. "I don't need anything from you. It's enough that I'm here with you."

"Mmm... Come here." Hobi opened his arms to me. I snuggled in his embrace.

I feel happy and safe in his arms.

"I know what I can ask for. That you would always sleep with me at night. I like this feeling very much. To be in your arms."

"It's simply impossible. But I'd like that too.  I sleep very well with you. I have never slept so well in my life. So let's enjoy this night."

I hugged him tighter. And buried my face in his chest.

"Sing to me." I whispered.

"That I'm not a good singer. I am not a vocalist. I'm a rapper." Hobi chuckled silently.

"Please."

He started to sing BTS song Butterfly.

His voice was very beautiful. Both in vocal and rap parts.

Towards the end of the song, tears started rolling down my cheeks. The song was insanely beautiful. And when Hoseok sang it quietly to me, it was just too much to handle.

I started sobbing quietly. Hobi stopped singing and looked at me.

"Why are you crying? Am I singing so badly? But I tried." A little giggle escaped his mouth.

"Oh no, Hoseok. That was very beautiful. I've never heard anything more perfect. It made me cry. I'm a very sensitive person deep in my heart. Although I have to be strong and not emotional because of my profession as a lawyer."

"Let's cuddle, my beautiful butterfly." Hobi stroked my cheek gently.

I hugged him tightly from the side. Hobi hugged my back tightly and started stroking it gently. I wrapped my legs around his and started stroking his chest with my fingertips. I snuggled against his beating and muscular chest.

"I never thought that in your touch I would become lost and find so much warmth and comfort." Hobi whispered.

"And I never thought that when we cuddle, when I lay in your embrace, I would feel so happy, safe, and satisfied." I said silently.

I closed my eyes,
I was lost in his embrace,
Feeling him closely,
Feeling his warmth.

All this was enough to calm down, feel happy, and slowly sink into the realm of dreams.

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