Dangerous games| with Sope

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"Goodnight, Kook." I shouted and he disappeared from my room.

What happened to my life?

When did it get so complicated?

And most importantly, how should I act next?

What are the best solutions?
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<Friday morning.>

Finally, the last day of work. The week has been chaotic and crazy. After the holidays, all the work came at once and I worked 12 hours or more every day. It was only when I arrived at work that I realized that today was no exception.

I have been having just a little communication with Hoseok all week. When I came home and saw his gifts, I got really angry. I am having a hard time getting used to the amount of money he spends.

First of all, he presented me with a custom-made bed, just like the one in his apartment. And, as if that was not enough, I got a gold necklace with diamonds and the same earrings. Just thinking how much he paid for everything... I feel weak.

Going back to Seoul and being without BTS, I felt very lonely and even a little sad. I realized that they brighten and cheer up my daily life. Being with them relaxes me and makes me feel much better.

When I arrived at work, I found a spare minute to have a coffee with my colleagues. Even though I still had at least a 12-hour working day ahead of me, I felt tired and exhausted.

I hadn't had the time or the energy to think about Yoongi all week. About him and me. About us.

My phone rang.

Caller ID: Kook

I had very little contact with BTS members all week.

"Missed me that bad?" I giggled when I answered.

"Mmm... Hi, babygirl. Of course, I missed you. But how are you? Are you at least going home or are you living at work? I and the other guys are worried you'll overwork and burn out. You need to rest." Jungkook's voice was full of concern.

"I'm still alive, don't worry. Even though I'm tired, I'm still functioning. But thank you for caring."

"Thank you for answering. You know very well that this is not the first time I have tried to contact you."

"Kook...." I hesitated.

"Yes, princess? You know you can say, ask and request anything."

"I... I miss all of you... I miss you..."

"Do you want to ask for something? Like for me to come to you?"

"Even though I know I shouldn't ask for that, for many different reasons... But yes, I'd love to see you in my apartment in the evening after work."

I miss him. Apart from the fact that we flirted and even kissed, I consider him as a friend and I enjoy spending time with him. He makes me feel calm, safe and we always have fun. Moreover, he told me himself that all I have to do is ask and he will come to me.

"Of course, princess. As I said before you left. I'll see what I can arrange as best I can and come to you as soon as possible."

"You are incomparable." A broad smile graced my face.

[...]

It was 10 pm. I was walking home, my legs barely moving, my brain throbbing. I felt exhausted and drained. I looked at my phone and there were no messages from Jungkook. I was a little sad. But what did I expect? He's part of BTS, he can't come home just because I want him to.