Dangerous games| with Sope

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However, when I opened the door and saw him, I have to admit that I did not expect him to be there at all. I did not even want to see him here in the first place. I wanted to end the day without him. But that would probably be too good.

"Yoongi? What are you doing here?" I furrowed my eyebrows to indicate that I didn't want to see him here. "I think you should go back to where you came from."
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"Please Y/n, can I come in?" Yoongi pouted.

I sighed loudly. "I don't want to talk to you at all, but come in." I rolled my eyes, but let him into the room.

"I want to talk to you." Yoongi looked into my eyes.

"Talk?" I laughed out loud. "When I needed you the most yesterday after you confessed your feelings when everything in my head was going crazy, you didn't talk to me, you fucking left me alone. And can you imagine how I felt? How many panic attacks I had? How I felt after your words and after you left me? Even though you should have stayed, we should have talked." My voice was raised. All the negative emotions, anger, disappointment, and sadness took over.

„I know and I am sorry, Y/n." Yoongi said.

I scoff and roll my eyes at him.

"I don't give a fuck about your apologies. I had a great time today without you. I don't need all the drama, all the jealousy scenes you've brought up. Hobi, Jungkook, and Tae are keeping company for me just perfectly. They are great people and I have fun with them. You know what? Why don't you just stay away from me? I'm just a bitch who sleeps and has fun with everyone. So we're totally not on the same page. And you can get out of my room already."

"Don't talk like that, Y/n..." Yoongi looked very upset. "Please... I know I behaved badly yesterday, but let me fix my mistakes, and let's talk."

"No, Yoongi. Definitely no. I really don't want to talk to you right now. I don't want to complicate my life any further. Just leave, Yoongi. What we had was wonderful. Thank you for everything and have a good night." I opened the door and waited for him to leave the room.

Before leaving, Yoongi looked at me again. Our eyes met. "I won't give up like this. I understand that we both need to think things through. And I understand that I've hurt you too and you need time. But my feelings for you are real, and I promise not to forget you."

Without saying anything, I just slammed the doors hard and slid into the ground.

Fuck... Everything is fucked up. But I didn't want to see or hear him today.

I just sat on the ground with a blank stare. There were no thoughts in my head. I felt exhausted and unhappy.

But someone knocked quietly on my door, bringing me back to reality.

I opened the door and saw Jungkook standing there. His face was adorned with a modest bunny smile.

"What happened here? Maybe you need company?" His smile was replaced by a look of concern.

"I don't know, I really don't." My gaze wandered over his face.

I didn't know if I wanted to be alone now or with someone who cared about me.

Jungkook gently pushed me aside and closed the door as he entered the room.

"Do you want to talk to me about Yoongi and your conflict, or do you want to talk about something else, or maybe you don't even want to talk at all and just go to bed? I can stay here, watch your sleep."

"I guess I just want to go back to the bed. And after talking to you for a bit, go to sleep."

I got comfortable in bed. The room was lit only by a small lamp that stood on the bedside table. Jungkook got into bed after me.