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"Hug me." I said silently.
Without waiting for anything, Yoongi hugged me and put his big arms around me. I melted in his embrace, inhaling his scent. All the stress and the tension left my body. I needed this, to be in his arms, to feel his breathing, his heartbeat, to smell his perfume. That was enough to make me feel better again.
"Don't let me go." I whispered.
"Never, Y/n. I'll always be here." Yoongi started stroking my back.
——I don't know how long we were like that. But that's exactly what I needed, just to be in his arms. Yoongi's hand went from my back to my hair.
"Oh, Y/n, my Y/n." Yoongi whispered in his deep, husky voice in my ear.
"I miss this." Saying that I snuggled even closer to him.
"I miss everything about you. Your smell, your smile, your plump lips, your sparkling eyes, your hair, your body. I miss your laughter that brightens my day, the way you look at me, the way you hug me, the way you kiss me. I miss everything about you." Yoongi's hands slid down my butt and pushed me even closer to him.
An uncontrollable giggle escaped my lips. "And not just you, but your friend down there too." I felt his hardness as he pressed me closer to him.
"I can't do anything. He's living a separate life, and he likes you a lot. Not more than me, of course." A deep chuckle escaped his mouth.
"Really?" I pulled away from him and looked at him intently.
"You doubt my feelings? Trust me, no one loves you like I love you." And without waiting, Yoongi kissed me.
I didn't expect it at all. That he would take me and kiss me when I had just barely agreed to stay here. For a brief moment, I couldn't even respond to his kiss, because it completely knocked me off my feet. But a few seconds later, I did the same. I felt infinite love from him. I don't know how it's possible to feel it through a kiss, but I felt it. And I was trying to convey exactly the same thing, I was trying to convey all the love that I felt for him. My fingers dipped into his black hair, which was perfectly styled back. Yoongi's hands caressed my butt.
"You believe me now?" He ran his thumb over my even more plump lips.
"I do." I was still breathing deeply. "But seriously, Yoongi." I looked at him seriously. "Don't do that again. I... You... We... We're not ready for this, we can't do this yet."
"I'm sorry. But I couldn't control myself." A guilty smile lit up Yoongi's face.
"I want to go to the beach." I wanted to change the subject. I was already dizzy just from that one kiss. I think even one kiss was too much for now.
"I'll get a blanket and we can go. Unless you want food or drinks?"
"No, thanks. Taehyung has fed me enough." I smiled a little. "All I want is to sit by the seaside and enjoy the peace."
Yoongi smiled broadly at me, and without waiting for him I headed for the beach. When I left the house, I touched my lips as I walked, still feeling Yoongi, his lips, the taste of them. I missed it so much.
I stood by the sea and just looked at it. Nature, the sea, always gives me a kind of inexplicable peace. When I am in nature, I can relax and not think about anything.
"Why didn't you wait for me?" I heard Yoongi's voice from behind me.
I just shrugged my shoulders. I felt Yoongi's arms go around my waist from behind, he put his chin on my shoulder.
"I wouldn't change it for anything. Nothing could be better than you with me. This is the best thing that could happen to me." He kissed my shoulder.
Tears welled up in my eyes, I don't even know why. I just stayed silent and looked at the horizon, the sun was setting. The sky was bright orange.
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