Dangerous games| with Sope

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"Here's the question, where do you want to sleep? In the guest bedroom or with me in my room? Personally, I like the second option. I would be happy to share a bed and blanket with you." Yoongi smiled and came closer to me, waiting for my answer.

I have to make the final decision.

Should I do what my heart desires or is it better to be safer and more modest?
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"Hmmm..." I try to make the right decision quickly. "I think I'll sleep in the guest room. Just like friends are supposed to, sleep in separate beds.

Yoongi's facial expression was momentarily confused, he looked lost. But soon a broad smile graced his face. But I had only seen it on my phone screen, and he had never smiled like that in front of me, so I knew it was a fake smile.

"Yoongi..." I pouted a little. I realized I had hurt him. "Goodnight." I smiled broadly and hugged him.

Yoongi tightly wrapped his arms around me. "Goodnight, Y/n. The room is fully prepared, I hope you will feel comfortable." A small smile lit up Yoongi's face.

I looked at him again and entered my room. I checked my phone and decided it was time for bed. Tomorrow is Friday, the last day of work, but I know that I will still need energy for tomorrow's cases.

Why did I choose not to sleep with Yoongi? Even though he made it clear that he wanted to sleep in the same bed as me. I can't deny it, I wanted that too and I still do.

So why am I lying here now? In another room? Maybe I'm afraid of what I might do if I sleep in the same bed with him.

Today we have already crossed the boundaries of friendship with our make out session on the beach. I touched my lips, I can still taste Yoongi's lips on mine.

I curled up in bed and tried to fall asleep, pushing all the annoying thoughts out of my head.

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I don't know how long I slept. But I was awake and felt very frightened. There was a storm raging outside, a thunderstorm, lightning, and heavy rain. I have never liked thunder and lightning, and it has always made me feel a little afraid and uncomfortable. Now I felt even more uncomfortable because I was not in my own house, not in my own bed.

With frightened eyes, I got out of bed, picked up my phone, and made my way to Yoongi's bedroom.

I knocked quietly on the door. No one answered, so I knocked harder. When there was no answer, I decided to go to his room anyway.

When I approached the bed, I saw that Yoongi was fast asleep. He looked even more beautiful in his sleep. I stood still for a minute looking at his face until the thunder rumbled loudly.

A silent scream left my mouth. "Yoongi!"

Yoongi suddenly opened his eyes and sat up in bed. "Y/n? Something happened?" Yoongi tried to wake up, rubbed his eyes, and looked at me intently. The blanket slipped off Yoongi's body. I saw that he was sleeping half-naked, wearing only pajama pants.

"It's storming outside and, as childish as it sounds... I'm a little scared." I winced as a large bolt of lightning lit up the room.

"Oh, come here. I'll protect you. There's enough room in the bed for both of us." Yoongi smiled supportively and held his arms out to me.

I didn't wait any longer and climbed into the bed and fell into Yoongi's embrace. I immediately felt safer as Yoongi's arms wrapped around me tightly.

"Much better." I whispered.

Yoongi gently stroked my back, my hair. After a few minutes, the fear of the storm was completely gone.

"Can I sleep with you tonight?" I pulled away from him and looked into his eyes.

"Sure, Y/n. I offered it to you at the end of the night. I just don't know why, but you said no. Can I find out why?" Yoongi furrowed his brows slightly and gently ran his fingers over my cheek.

"I..." I sighed softly. I didn't know what to say to him. The truth?

"Just tell the truth. I like it when people don't try to hide things from me." I saw tenderness and warmth in his eyes. I didn't want to hide my thoughts from him, I thought it would be dishonest.

"I'm just scared of myself, of what I might say or do when I'm in bed with you." I shook my head, feeling my cheeks burning.

"Don't you want a repeat of what we did on the beach?" Yoongi smirked.

I felt my heart start beating harder in my chest.

"Say something, Y/n, don't be silent." He gently stroked my face.

"If I told you right now what I want to do, what thoughts are going through my mind..." I giggled. Even thinking about what I could do with him in this bed right now, butterflies start flying in my stomach.

Yoongi groaned. "Your thoughts can't be worse than mine. You have no idea." Yoongi ran his thumb over my lips. "Before I fell asleep all I saw was your face, your lips. Those delicious, plump lips. That just drives me crazy. They're like a drug, once I taste them, I can't stop wanting them, thinking about them.

I ran my hands over Yoongi's naked, toned chest and sank my fingers into his hair. Yoongi hugged my hips harder and pulled me closer to him.

"I can't stop thinking about those kisses..." I said breathlessly. Every cell in my body was screaming how badly I wanted Yoongi.

"I want you, Y/n. I value you as a friend, even very much. But I want you. My body is just pulling against yours, I can't control myself. I've never felt like this in my life. After those kisses, I can't control myself at all, I feel like a wild beast. I feel like I could burst out uncontrollably at any moment and literally attack you. I'm even afraid of my own thoughts." He chuckled.

"Should I be scared?" I laughed. Why am I not scared? Could it be that I want the same thing? "You don't scare me that easily. Maniac Yoongi. I quite like it." I smirked.

Yoongi's eyes darkened. "Mmm... Y/n, don't tempt me." One more chuckle escaped his mouth. "Just tell me, what are you doing with me?"

"Me? I didn't do anything to you." My laughter rang through the room. "But I can do something." I raised my eyebrows.

Yoongi encouraged me to act with his gaze.

I wouldn't be me if I didn't decide to tease him.

I let my hand come up to Yoongi's face. Looking into his eyes, I licked my lips and leaned in to kiss him. Yoongi's breathing had already increased. But when no more than a centimeter separated our lips, I pulled back and bit my lip. Both my eyes and Yoongi's were burning with passion.

"Don't play with me, darling." Yoongi pulled me back against him and sucked my lips into his. I moaned, which allowed the kiss to deepen. Our tongues began to fight. Yoongi gently laid me down and started kissing my whole body.

My nightdress didn't cover much of my body, so Yoongi was able to reach all parts of my body with his lips. My skin was on fire from Yoongi's wet kisses.

"Yoongi..." I was moaning softly. Yoongi started to slowly pull my nightdress up. Until finally I was left with just my bra and panties in front of him.

"You're so beautiful, so beautiful Y/n." He was admiring my body, his hands gently caressing my body.

Yoongi kissed me passionately again. I put my legs around his hips. I liked to feel him close to me. I could feel him wanting me, how excited he was down there. Yoongi pulled back from my lips and looked at me.

"As much as I want you now, I want to ask you if you're sure about this? Do you want me to keep going?" He stroked my cheek gently.

I understood one thing. If we go any further beyond cuddling, there is no turning back. Our friendship will never be the same. Do I want to ruin our friendship for the sake of bodily pleasures?

I didn't have an answer, there were too many thoughts in my head.

"Y/n, calm down. And tell me what you want." Yoongi smiled very cutely, my heart melted. "Don't think, just do what you want."

I thought it over one more time and kissed him harshly.

Fuck it. No matter what happens. I'm going to do what I want to do at this moment.

And everything that happened next was perfect and fabulous. Yoongi was gently and rough at the same time. He was the best in bed I've ever had. He was a bit bigger than I was used to and it caused a bit of pain in the beginning, but once I got used to it, everything was perfect. He made me feel things I never felt before, I came in a way I never came before. I moaned and shouted his name out loud.

After a heated session, Yoongi rolled out next to me, breathing deeply. My breathing was also unsteady and my mind was completely blank.

"Darling, that was unforgettable and indescribably good. You are fucking best in bed." Yoongi's voice was deep, he was almost growling.

"Yoongi, you were..." I tried to find the right words for how he made me feel. "I can't even find the words, it was so good. It was amazing, you're amazing."

Yoongi hugged me, threw a blanket over our naked bodies and I curled up in his arms.

"I think I should get some sleep. Or I won't be able to go to work in the morning." An uncontrollable yawn attacked me.

"Mmmm." Yoogi growled in my ear. "How about we both disappear together and stay here another day."

"Don't joke, Yoongi." I giggled. "You said yourself that you're finishing up the songs with Joon, and I have commitments to my workplace as well. Although I have to admit, I really like your plan."

'I hate that I can't relax, do what I want. I have devoted almost all my life to my work, for BTS, and other related activities. Sometimes I just want to live for myself, for other pleasures in life."

"Yoongi, if you feel that way, the whole group should have a talk and take a break. I think you all deserve it, after so many years of active career." I gently caressed Yoongi's chest.

"We've talked about it many times, but we keep putting off the decision out of pity for the fans. There's also the fear that if we take a break, some of the fans will turn away from us and we won't be as popular as we are now when we return."

"Nooo... You don't have to think like that. But if you burn out as personalities, as performers, then it will only be worse. My friendly advice, think carefully about it again with the other six members. You really deserve to live for yourselves for more than one or two months."

"And if we take a break, what then? Will you take a long break from work to be with me too?" He pecked my lips.

"Mmm..." I moaned after the little kiss. "Your break doesn't have to depend on me and my work schedule. I just want you to live for yourself, forgetting all the work stuff and fans drama."

"OK, Y/n. You need sleep. Sleep for a few more hours." Yoongi kissed me again.

We curled up in each other's arms, we fell asleep. I was happy but exhausted. I realized that a few hours of sleep would not be enough to keep me feeling lively at work.

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